The last year of my life, I have gone through a lot of things.
Depression, suicide attempts, my mother with Multiple Sclerosis dying in the hospital.
Love.. and love lost.
Having almost no friends. Losing friends.
Wishing every day that I didn't have to go on like this.
I feel empty each and every day. Waiting.
Waiting for my mom to finally get up and walk.
Staring at the phone, waiting for my lost love to text me, knowing she never will.
Waiting to wake up one day and feel happy instead of alone and down.
I come to funnyjunk and read all the feels posts. Watch all the videos.
I watch them all just so I can cry.
Because for those moment that I cry, I can finally feel something other then emptiness.
I love you, Mom. Please get better..
I miss you, Stephanie. Please come back..