Dreams. Damn mind, why you gotta make me feel those feels. into abusive, sometimes murderous family Solaced into foster care at mmo old after several attempts o

Dreams

Damn mind, why you gotta make me feel those feels

into abusive, sometimes murderous family
Solaced into foster care at mmo old after several attempts on my life
attempt included something along the lines of
Addopted by at wyr old
parents, never could do physical things
up w/ infelicity
Forward 16 years
Slummer in between Freshman and Sophomore at local University
Pearents moving to Florida (from PA)
built in PA, don' t want to leave
Feather heartbroken, mother enraged
Klicked out of house over summer for "drinking problem"
year old college kid, what do you expect?
Essentually reconcile, let back in
of 19th birthday
Aanother massive fight with mother
I never actually wanted to adopt you, anon" -mother
19th birthday, no presents, no "happy birthday"
destroyed
Feather stood by my side the whole way
summer talks about the childhood he wished i had
you' given me all I could ever ask for
forward 3 months
at university
of sleepless nights, still distraught from summer
Streaming one night
Feather appears, except 30 years younger
Let' s do all the things we couldn' t"
okay"
teach him rugby, he shows me his "famous" screwball
Stream day with dream father coming to a close
Slitting against the wall with dream father
I' m sorry I couldn' t give you the childhood you deserved"
I know, dad"
You know this dream has to end, right?"
I know, dad"
Stream tears streaming
awake up
rreal tears streaming
don' t like sleep anymore
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#1 - ohmyjebus ONLINE (11/01/2013) [+] (2 replies)
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User avatar #5 - vitunhenkka (11/30/2013) [-]
i have a imaginary mother,she protects me against all evil in this world and she cherish me because my real mother couldn't.
#4 - anonymous (11/20/2013) [-]
Being rejected by my adoptive family is my biggest fear. Being alone hurts so much.
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