Welp, feel free to skip if you don't like feels.
>3 years ago, 15.
>Be at a higher level school, I don't think america has it but it's pretty much a school that gives you three diplomas instead of one. They're called International schools over here.
>Second year there, have plenty of friends.
>School Year is starting, classes switching up and everything. (meet new people)
>New girl in my class, I saw her looking at me the first day.
>We start talking to eachother and hanging out
>Become best friends and do alot together, I never really thought of asking her out because I didn't want to ruin this amazing friendship.
>We lived really far apart so it was hard to see eachother outside of school, I always had to ask my dad for a ride over there.
>School year has just ended. Exams are over.
>With my grades I know I won't make it to the next year, and these were my last moments in this school.
>A couple of weeks later, I recieve my note how I've been denied for next year and have to find a new school. Haven't seen girl since.
>It's a special holiday we french canadians have called Saint-Jean.
>I have a party near where she lives and I'm going there.
>I call her and tell her that I'm going to pay her a visit before the party.
>I get a ride over there, It's about 9 and It's getting dark, I have to leave soon.
>I open up to her, telling her how I feel and everything and I ask her out.
>Her first expression was happiness, but it then turned into more of a worrying face.
>She tells me she's moving out of Quebec (the province we lived in). And She doesn't wanna get into a relationship for 3 weeks then having to leave me forever later.
>I have to go, I hug her as tight as possible as I know it will most likely be our last.
>And that was the last time I've seen her.
It's her birthday today, so I felt like sharing this story another time.
So user, if anything similar happens to you, embrace your chance while you still can, don't make the bad choice of hesitating like I did.
I've never had happier times and now I know that they will never come back.