Funnyjunk I am messed up. i fantasize about incest and bestiality and domination and just horrible things. I have a horrible time in school. this is because in middle school the kids laughed at what i drew and how i read in the library. the ******* library wasn't for reading supposedly. so i have some trust issues. and to further it, In middle school i had a crush. she was short dark haired cute. she wasn't like other girls who paraded around in tiny shorts and low cut shirts. she dressed modestly i very slowly started to admire her. we had our moments. but they were struck down when i asked her out. ******* big mistake. after that we rarely talked but were still friends. and that's how that ended. anyways, i have a hard time in school academically as well. it's mainly math. i suck at it. everything else is great. but math, ooh i just am the worst. i'm surprised i passed. i just can't ask the questions. i feel like an idiot when i enter that room. i'm sorry i can't write anymore. i can hardly see the keyboard. thanks to those who took the time to read.