I miss her

> Me being 6
> At my daycare hangout
> It's run by a close family friend, Mrs. Janice
> She has a cute granddaughter
> She comes over once in a while
> We like the same stuff
> We build a fort out of cardboard blocks
> We became inseparable
> She would stay with me to watch blue's clues even though we were late to lunch
> True friend
> We became best friends
> We started doing a secret ritual to show our friendship to each other
> We would go under the bed and kiss each others butts
> This happened for about a month 1
> Because she was my best friend I did something special.
> I showed her my boy parts
> She played with them.
> I got excited.
> She kissed it.
> I got a blow job.
> Her little sister walked in.
> She saw
> She told her grandmother.
> Amber's mom came and got her.
> She never came back.

>FF 12 years

> I haven't talked to her since
> I get a letter in the mail.
> She invited me to her graduation party.
> I want to ask her if she remembers.