Be 5 years old. In kindergarten. Friends with girl named Jessellia (I forget how it's spelled). We examine each other's genitalia on a daily basis. Like a ritual. Kindergarten ends. Never see Jessellia again. Fast forward to last night. Have dream about girl I went to college with named Jess. Subtly flashing her ****** to people in the dream and saying it's an accident. Wake up. "Wtf?" Look her up on Facebook. Pictures seem very surreal and upset me for some reason. Several hours later. Reading secrets on FJ. People keep talking about when they were kids and got intimate with another kid for the first time. Remember Jessellia. Remember dream. Realize Jess looks somewhat similar to what Jessellia looked like. Realize I never found out what Jess was short for. Now wondering if I went to college with a girl whose ****** I saw 16 years ago.