If I could draw as good as you do and if i enjoyed doing so I'd spend a lot of time on it but I would only draw stuff I'm comfortable with...Unless it involved getting payed, then I'd draw all sorts of stuff including weird devianart tier fetishes, of course I wouldn't be proud of it but getting payed to draw sounds pretty sweet.
That drawing is pretty nice btw.
that's coming from a person that has shaky hands and my hand sometimes spasms and messes me up
but drawing programs have ctrl+z
if you take the time and effort to draw you can do it not all painters are gods they all started out drawing poorly and after some teaching and learning and practice they got it down
Maybe I'd have more motivation if I had a bit of talent, I mean I know talent only makes up for about 10% of it and effort matters the most but I draw at the level of a blind person with parkinson's, and besides I've given up on drawing a long time ago since I stopped enjoying doing it.
Now all that's left is some cringeworthy drawings that luckily weren't uploaded on the internet.