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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
#61 - derak
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(01/22/2013) [-]
****... I've never actually teared up at one of these before...

There's nothing worse than the feeling of inadequacy. Especially when you're inadequate to someone you love. When you know you let your loved one down, when someone else can help her in a way you can't, and there's nothing you can do about it, because you don't know how to reach the same level of adequacy as the other person... There's no greater pain. A part of you dies. When you invest a part of yourself in the person you trust with your love, it gets picked from you like a flower that slowly withers and dies. Your love loses its beauty, the colours fade and the aroma dissipates into the wind as if it never existed at all. And when they break away, especially when you can't ******* figure out why and they don't give you a reason, it just... Hurts you. In a way nothing else can.

Because you find out your love was so easily replaceable. And it's already been replaced.

I need a drink...
User avatar #68 to #61 - Reverend
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(01/22/2013) [-]
The way you describe the pain, you too must have a story to tell.

User avatar #65 to #61 - AgentGreen
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(01/22/2013) [-]
Agreed that some drinks are in order...
why can't I hold all these feels?
#71 to #65 - anon id: 5768c88e
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(01/22/2013) [-]
after reading this i dont know what to do. this was supposed to be a pre-fap browse. foreveralone anon here. so socially awkward that im painfully accepting i will be alone the rest of my life, despite wanting to be loved, and love in return.

reading this just churns the poison in my veins. i know ill never be able to believe someone can really love me now, not truly. ill allways know they are just lying out of pity. and i cant stand pity, not for me, never for me. theres noone in my life im truly honest with. this is the only time i've even typed out this.

i cant even hop on the katawa shoujou train because i know the feels will turn to hooks in my brain and ill just end up hating even more. drinking dosent solve it. nothing solves it.

i hope your scarring fades derak. i really do. **** that. i dont really. i think i want to want it. i cant tell whats me any more and whats the mask i put on to show people. i dont know if im really even like this or i just want to be so i have an excuse for how i am.

i know you guys dont care. i know its tldr. and i know im only an anon but, does it ever get any better? dont lie to me now, i dont need your honey-flavored ********. DOES IT GET ANY BETTER? sometimes i think that one day this feeling isnt going to fade, and i dont know if ill be able to do anything but just sit there and wait to die.
User avatar #77 to #71 - zedacedia
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(01/26/2013) [-]
How old are you, anon? This isn't a sarcastic backhanded insult, I really want to know.