Jesus. My girlfriend who I've been friends with for years, and starting dating about six months ago were talking a while ago. We're seniors now, finishing up our college applications, and we were talking about parties. I told her that I don't want to go to parties because of the awful things that happen there, but then she told me that she not only thinks they would be fun, but that she also thinks it would be fun to dance on tables. I told her I wasn't comfortable with that, and she didn't talk to me for two weeks. I've been legitimately depressed, not to the point that I want to commit suicide, because I've been at that point before, but I just haven't even been able to bring myself to get out of bed or eat. I've decided that if she does anything like this, I'm going to drop out of college, enlist, take the most dangerous job I can find, and try to die. Its a horrible feeling to feel abandoned. Absolutely awful. But is it bad that I can't stop reading stories like this?

the article also said he had many close friends