Fuck, I just realized life is way too short, I'm about to end high school and what's next? More studying, losing a bunch of people I like, possibly not studying or doing what I want, getting a shit ton of responsibility and I just realized I don't know shit and I don't know how to do shit. I have spent my whole life not making friends and playing vidya, I have less than 20 friends and I don't even have a Facebook nor a phone. What do I do?
I know my best bet is learning how to program and start making myself a better person (go to the gym and learn other stuff like a new language) but I can't make myself do it, how do I force myself to stop being a lazy fuck and get better?