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#21343 - adammorgan (08/19/2012) [-]
Gah, advice where do I fucking start?
no seriously there is so much shit where do I fucking start?.
but it's not really shit. i'm not really going through any shit. if i describe what my current situation is, i'm sound like another teen in angst.maybe it is. but can that explain why it's been with me for so long? I don't want to bore you by explaining everything now. so if anyone is interested in helping me out, just respond.
User avatar #21402 to #21343 - bollocksonabus (08/19/2012) [-]
I'll gladly help. I derp on the advice board more than frontpage or conent. Friend me
User avatar #21348 to #21343 - epicextreme (08/19/2012) [-]
do it friend me if theres anyone for advice fucking inbox me
User avatar #21347 to #21343 - amissingmouse (08/19/2012) [-]
....I'll help?
User avatar #21346 to #21343 - screamingdemon ONLINE (08/19/2012) [-]
Many people ignore teens when they feel bad and think the're overreacting. But all pain is real pain and you don't have to feel stupid because you're a teenager. If you want to I'll try to help.
#21351 to #21346 - adammorgan (08/19/2012) [-]
well thanks guys. ok...i guess i'll start where my life started to eat shit. when i was around 8 my friends....they all died off. now when a 8 year-olds has to deal with the concept of death things....it's bad. around that time my mother hit a low point. she wet on a drinking binge out of this world! and if i'd complain a beer bottle was bout to hit me. ha, anyways she left over this guys house to hit some clubs, no harm done right? wrong, the guy molested me...... a lot. I didn't cry or break...i was already broken. i didn't even care...he knew that i guess so he didn't even warn me not to tell anyone.
I'm not done but i'm posting parts so i can get help for each...."part"
User avatar #21354 to #21351 - screamingdemon ONLINE (08/19/2012) [-]
very few kids have to deal with death this close. Did they all die? may I ask how? Anyway, mourning is an important part of the healing process, and if you ignore it, it can stay with you for many years. Make sure that you don't hold back on those feelings. Even if it was long ago.

Molesting is one of those things that can stick with you all life as well, and you should probably seek out some "real" help for it. Don't keep it a secret, it won't magically fix itself. As for your mother, I'm not sure what you can do. Eventually you'll be able to move away from her (If you haven't already). You can always try to make her take care of herself, straighten her out.

Overall. You should get some professional help and tell them these things. As I said, psychological scars don't just heal by themselves.
#21357 to #21354 - adammorgan (08/19/2012) [-]
Oh she got herself out that hole. i really don't know how. they died figuratively and literally. one of my friends parents died and she broke. similar things occurred to others. one got ran over. another died in a fire. etc, etc. I mourned them the best way i could. and the molestation never hangs over my head. and never gets me down. but in the end you are right. too bad my therapist refused seeing me, because he said i'm "weird" i think...what a year or two ago i started becoming sadistic. like if i start to hurt someone there are few chances i'll stop. it feels so good.
User avatar #21360 to #21357 - screamingdemon ONLINE (08/19/2012) [-]
Wow, I've never heard of someone getting refused therapy because it's too weird. Was he a real therapist? I understand the sadistic part, I too can be like that. But I'm not a very violent type so I very seldom get in those situations. You should try to get some real help again. They can't just refuse when someone needs help.

So, do you have any friends now? Have you told them about all of this? Good thing your mother isn't drunk like that anymore at least.
#21364 to #21360 - adammorgan (08/19/2012) [-]
she hasn't been for a long time. it's like life wanted to do that extra punch right there. I can't even touch kids cause when i do, the thought of breaking them floods my mine so much. I have goods friends but i only let them in on the weird side so they think i'm batshit insane. but i am in a way. these voices aren't certainly normal. this static definitely not!
User avatar #21470 to #21364 - lilin (08/20/2012) [-]
Get some fucking help, man. You should be locked up.

You're clearly either over-exaggerating, or you're psychotic. Which isn't a joke.
#21794 to #21470 - adammorgan (08/22/2012) [-]
I don't really feel as though I need help. Because as long as i can voice my murderous thoughts aloud my willingness to engage them is very low.
#21840 to #21794 - anonymous (08/22/2012) [-]
I get it, you're just a stupid fucking attention whore, who pretends to be fucked up and needy so people will thin k you're cool and different.

I know the type. Get the fuck out.
#21843 to #21840 - adammorgan (08/22/2012) [-]
i'm not too different. I'd much rather "fit in with society" to be truthful. i'm not that cool. i mean i guess i can be cool. everyone can. I don;t incorporate my thoughts into everything just things related to it...which come up a lot surprisingly. I guess it's cause at school we are doing stuff about morals.
User avatar #21369 to #21364 - screamingdemon ONLINE (08/19/2012) [-]
I honestly don't know if I can give you any more advice on these things. Don't hold back your feelings, get help and tell someone about this. If there's any other problems, I'll do my best. Maybe tell your friends, if you are close they'll probably try to help you.
#21373 to #21369 - adammorgan (08/19/2012) [-]
yea you are right.
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