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#1 - enslavedyouth (08/20/2015) [-]
JUST DO IT!!! ft. Shia LaBeouf - Songify This

That's my jogging jam.
User avatar #2 to #1 - suikachan [OP](08/20/2015) [-]
Gosh, I love it. *-*
User avatar #3 to #2 - enslavedyouth (08/20/2015) [-]
Shia actually motivated me to do cardio again, lel

The one time taking memes seriously is a damn good thing
User avatar #4 to #3 - suikachan [OP](08/20/2015) [-]
I should totally tell myself to JUST DO IT when I am feeling to lazy to do anything productive.

I guess that would be a good thing.
User avatar #5 to #4 - enslavedyouth (08/20/2015) [-]
I'm also quitting smoking now

Cutting down step by step, cold turkey is no advisable.. don't need to be fired my first day in 5 days
User avatar #6 to #5 - suikachan [OP](08/20/2015) [-]
It seems like you accomplished some things already, I feel kinda happy for you. :o

I would say I did nothing good in my life, but that would be lying to myself. Despite liking football I quit the club before I got completely wrecked (it had bad influence on both my physical and mental health), I actually got a little more social (boo), and stuff. Step by step...
User avatar #7 to #6 - enslavedyouth (08/20/2015) [-]
That doesn't sound too bad.

Football can be extremely tough, when we played it in school I could basically just walk through.. I was the biggest and broadest ************ there. They were scared.

Getting more social is never a bad thing. It can be really hard at first... but once you get the hang of it.
User avatar #8 to #7 - suikachan [OP](08/20/2015) [-]
I only played because people considered me good (I thought the opposite), and because I'm tall. I accidentally made it into the first eleven (because one time we've been missing a defender and I had to play and I showed my good side then) and since then I was playing in every match every Saturday. But eh, I'm of quite poor health. Especially mentally. Doing one wrong thing could affect my mentality in a very bad way. One time I injured a teammate. By accident. Both of us wanted to slide-tackle an opponent. And we ended up crashing. Later they called an ambulance. I was literally crushed. Like, I rendered a better player unable to play... it was... something I could not forgive myself. But I somehow got over it. Then again, one time it was hot and I got really tired. I was literally begging to be substituted, but the manager/chairman/whatever is he called told me to play a bit more. And I did. And I kept asking to be changed. No, no, no. In the end I couldn't even run anymore, and he ended up switching other players. I played the entire match. Barely made it home because I had problems with breathing. Wonderful memories. After the end of the season I never returned to the team. Good on me.

And getting social, well. I kinda opened myself a bit... and while it wasn't much, I met some great people (online) and I ended up being good friends with them. I also have two friends in real life, so I'm not alone at school either. It kinda went along well, you know?

Anyway, I made this too long... Gomen >.<
User avatar #9 to #8 - enslavedyouth (08/20/2015) [-]
Damn buddy... your coach was a douchebag. How come you even complied? Could have just gone away, it's not like you couldn't have just gone away.. right? You always gotta take care of yourself first, others come later. You only have one life, don't waste it trying to appeal to others.

Well, looks like you've made another friend today.

Don't worry about it, it's good to vent every once in a while.
User avatar #10 to #9 - suikachan [OP](08/20/2015) [-]
Well, it might be the fact I tried to do my best and... I don't know. If I went away... I don't know what would happen, but it probably wouldn't be nice. Back then I didn't understand what I were, so I basically didn't care about myself. Well, I still prioritize my friends in front of me, but at least I don't care about random people so much. Only close people, because without them I'd probably disappear already.. hah.. But some time ago, I kinda acknowledged that I'm worth something to some people. Good feeling. And I made some good decisions.

Ahh, thank you for listening. *-* It's been really nice to talk to somebody, I don't really talk to anyone recently... Personal stuff, you know. It'll get better eventually.~
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