I hear you. I had this guild that I ran with for a couple years. I loved everyone in that guild, we were all good friends. Then one by one, we all stopped playing, I was somewhere around the middle, as I stopped for the sake of focusing on real life. I just re-subscribed about a week ago, after almost 2 and a half years on not playing, I went back in and first thing I did was look at what my guild had become, it was still there but I didnt recognize a single name on the roster. Sad times.