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To those who are depressed and in misery

To those who are depressed and in misery. I do not know if this post will be seen or not, or even if I am allowed to make it, but here goes nothing. I have seen

I do not know if this post will be seen or not, or even if I am allowed to make it, but here goes nothing.
I have seen many people across FJ, and will continue to see more. But I have encountered some that are in clinical depression or worse. I know what is is like to be depressed. I know how it feels to have the aching cold void within yourself, knowing each day will be a cursed and emotionless existence.
But I changed, I realized that if I needed hope, I had to make it for myself in order to find more.
I became motivated, and now I am pursuing my dream to raise the family I have always wanted, create the games that I have always loved, and live the life I wanted to.
If you are suffering, let me know, I always have a word of happiness for anyone who needs it. Your pains, your suffering, your discontentment at your lot in life, these are things you cannot change. But you can change your fate. If you gain self-respect, and pursue your dreams, no matter the obstacles, you will know that you are worthy of the life that you were given.
Never give up, and never give in. You can make it to the next sunrise, make your life one that people will remember, and show the world that you are here, you are alive.
Merry Christmas (or whatever you celebrate) and have a happy new year.
Edit: To all of you guys who waltzed through here, gave a thumb, or commented, thank you. So far we havent gotten a single downthumb, even in the comments section. You are all magnificent bastards, and I love very single one of ya.
Merry christmas, and everyone have a happy ******* new year!

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#41 - rayeightk [OP] Comment deleted by rayeightk [-]
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User avatar #4 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
Man I read this and all I can think of is.

I really want some noodles right now.
User avatar #5 to #4 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
Go have some, you deserve it.
#6 to #5 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
I can't afford any.

And it's 7am.... I don't know what I'm doing with my life.

I shouldn't have any either, I'm too fat.
User avatar #7 to #6 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
We all have those moments.
But remember, ramen counts as noodles
User avatar #8 to #7 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
That's what I mean, I can't afford ramen.
User avatar #9 to #8 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
...........well **** .
..............Stay strong, the noodles will one day reach you.
User avatar #10 to #9 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
I dunno man, I just want a job.... and easy to cook food.

I need to stop being so damn lazy, I should also buy milk...when I can.
User avatar #11 to #10 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
plan A: check local job listing, get on part time with a low end job
step 2: do this for however long it takes until you find a better paying job
step 3: save save save your money wherever you can
step 4: find someone you love, get married and share tax benefits
step 5: have a kid but ONLY IF YOU ARE READY
step 6: live out the rest of your life

That should cover most of it
User avatar #12 to #11 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
I'd so countereply but it'd all just sound like ******** excuses and whatnot. But I live in Norway so I'm unsure if there are tax benefits to getting married, also can't have kids either so there's that.
#13 to #12 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
............ohgod I keep making this worse.
I'm so sorry.
#14 to #13 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
Don't worry at all, like really.

I'm easily depressed but I would say I have a rather positive outlook on life anyway. I mean I have plans and all so there's that.
#15 to #14 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
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I wish you the best of luck friend from Norway.
User avatar #16 to #15 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
Yes, I'll wish myself good luck too.

And have fun with raising Brian.
User avatar #17 to #16 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
...........who the hell is Brian?
User avatar #18 to #17 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
Welp....I took a guess and it turns out I guessed wrong.

Good luck with raising Kid McKid.
User avatar #19 to #18 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
I havent even gotten to the marriage stage yet man. Im unemployed right now just like you.
#20 to #19 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
For some reason I read that whole motivated part as you already sorta being on that stage.



I'm not very bright.
#21 to #20 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
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Its okay man, we all make mistakes.
User avatar #22 to #21 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
Not me though.
User avatar #23 to #22 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
Most of the time, I would agree with you. ;D
#24 to #23 - satrenkotheone (12/22/2015) [-]
" ;D "
User avatar #2 - duplat ONLINE (12/22/2015) [-]
It has been a pretty good year for me actually, I punched depression right in the kisser
User avatar #3 to #2 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
I usually discourage violence.
But I hope you disloged its jaw when you punched it.
Good on you. Hopefully more people can kick the depression and find their way.
#42 - profssortwntyight (12/23/2015) [-]
I'm glad we're friends
You're cool for doing this


rayeightk
#49 to #48 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
You surehave a lot with that same one text
#50 to #49 - rayeightk [OP](12/24/2015) [-]
You have no idea.
#51 to #50 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
How long can you keep going?
#53 to #52 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
I'll just wait untill you're done then. and the harvest your dank jpeggies
#55 to #54 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
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Das okay, neither do i
Hah! I love that one. saved
I love this jiff
#57 to #56 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
This used to be a personal favourite
#59 to #58 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
I have unfortunately
You have very specific pics btw lol
#60 to #59 - rayeightk [OP](12/24/2015) [-]
Have a thumb.   
Baka.   
:I
Have a thumb.
Baka.
:I
#61 to #60 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
Why thank you, i've gave you one for every comment you made ^_^

WOAH CUTE
#64 to #61 - rayeightk [OP](12/24/2015) [-]
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.........still in.
Last year.
And last chance.
I **** this up, hello GED.
#65 to #64 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
Holy **** that give si the story of my life. If show this to my friends they'll prbly laugh feel like smacking me h-haha :s

I'm back to high school as well
Our schoolings systems are a bit different, but lets hope we both stop ****** stuff up and go to uni next year!!
#62 to #61 - rayeightk [OP](12/24/2015) [-]
Still getting used to the thumbs up/ thumbs down system.
#63 to #62 - profssortwntyight (12/24/2015) [-]
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Ah well, nice. It's still kinda funny how you've gone up so fast.
Do you go to school btw?
#66 to #61 - rayeightk [OP](12/24/2015) [-]
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Wait, back to high school?
Here the age limit is twenty one and you're out.
#68 to #66 - profssortwntyight (12/30/2015) [-]
Well it's not a at a normal high school. the last 3 years of high school are put into one year. it's a bit of a long story to explain, but yes by law i am a high schooler, but not in an actual highschool
#67 to #60 - profssortwntyight (12/30/2015) [-]
Still cute
#39 - theokkeli (12/23/2015) [-]
**theokkeli used "*roll picture*"**
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#40 to #39 - rayeightk [OP](12/23/2015) [-]
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Have a thumb.
User avatar #35 - GnRNoD ONLINE (12/22/2015) [-]
I am currently in an "awake" mode, I went thru my life (28y/o) without ever having a single goal for myself, most of my goals were to just drift thru life in a more comfortable position (i.e. work, school) there's things I want in my life (traveling, having my own place, stuff like that) But I have no dreams to speak of I've never felt passion for anything, the closest thing to a "passion" I have are videogames, but still it's not a passion in itself.
I am unemployed (and "looking"), my gf dumped me because I treated her like crap because I was so afraid and insecure I never really believed she loved me till she told me how much I hurted her with my ways, which was too late, I have friends, I have family that supports me, yet I feel I'm alone in my problems because nobody understands them, I'm either extremely lazy, or have some psychological problems that cause it (I'm looking for treatment), I'm overweight as **** (like 100 pounds overweight) and I hate myself and what I've become, I'm selfish, controling, and at times unstandable.
So yeah I like venting.
User avatar #36 to #35 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
We all need someone to talk to, I completely understand.
The first step is knowing what you can do, and what you cant.
And then blowing that ideal out of the water, the things you think you cant do, you most likely can do if you try hard enough, the hardest part of it is the first step.

If you truly want to change, start small. Rome was not built in a day, and neither will your life. But the best things in life are worth the wait and worth the work.
#32 - anon (12/22/2015) [-]
"you will know that you are worthy of the life that you were given."
I'm afraid I'm not, and never will be. Sorry. It's nice what you wrote though, and I hope it helps someone. <3
User avatar #33 to #32 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
The only hope you have right now is hope you make for yourself. I believe everyone has a fair shot at life, and that it is never too late for one to break the shackles of depression and despair. You might not believe in yourself, but I do.
User avatar #31 - quazyjash (12/22/2015) [-]
Hahahahahahahaha How The **** Is Depression Real Hahahaha ***** Just Walk Away From The Sadness Like ***** Be Happier Haha
#37 to #31 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
It isnt easy for some.
Willpower is only great when you can use it.
Motivation is the key behind willpower.
And without willpower, there is no motivation.
#43 to #31 - profssortwntyight (12/23/2015) [-]
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no hate but i really do
User avatar #27 - poorpup (12/22/2015) [-]
After 4 years of my GPs claiming I'm just 'having a bad day' they've finally helped me get to a psychiatrist It's late but I'm finally feeling like there's a chance to get away from the horrible feelings
User avatar #28 to #27 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
It's awesome to hear you're getting the help you need. It is never too late.
As I said before, the nights are always the coldest and darkest before the dawn, hang in there and you will make it.
User avatar #29 to #28 - poorpup (12/22/2015) [-]
thank you :3
User avatar #30 to #29 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
You are entirely welcome.
User avatar #25 - muffincannibal (12/22/2015) [-]
I actually feel like I'm about to enter my prime. Entering a bootcamp, so I'm actually going to be broken, rebuilt, and then broken and built again. Then I might be in my prime.
User avatar #26 to #25 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
Sometimes taking something apart, rearranging it, and putting it back together makes it good as new. I wish you luck good sir.
#38 - turbanmasher (12/23/2015) [-]
Interesting.
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#34 - rayeightk [OP] Comment deleted by rayeightk [-]
User avatar #1 - rayeightk [OP](12/22/2015) [-]
I know this is supposed to be motivational, but words speak louder than silence. Speak up, and let your voices be heard.

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