I was in your shoes about 6 months ago. If you wanna drink, buy some cocktail equipment and spend the day learning how to make nice cocktails. That way, you've got plenty of time in between drinks. That's what I did and it was pretty fun. Happy early Birthday!
WHERE DO YOU LIVE FAGGOT ILL ******* COME THERE AND take you out to a nice dinner and later have a few beers and HAVE DRY ANAL SE- watch football or FIST EACH OTHERS ASSHOL- play video games
hey man had my birthday last month on 24th. Same situation as you lol. If you're planning on buying alcohol though, just remember you have to wait until your birthday "passes" before you're qualified as an adult. I didn't know that, and the guy at ralphs wont sell **** to me...anyways, happy birthday!
i'm just guessing you have birthday by now so happy birthday lone bro we all been there but just keep going and eventually you'll find what you're missing
Posting as an anon (I plan to make an account soon) this may not mean much, but happy birthday fellow FJ'er! Hope you have a great day, and enjoy this video too.
**putincanmeltcrimea used "*roll picture*"** **putincanmeltcrimea rolled image**>I'm 20
>student
>it bothers me that creepy guys on the internet ask for my personal information
you must be retarded. Ive know wethepixelisgod for like a year and a half. He said its him, and I said, of course it is, cause i already know what he looks like.
"Lymphoma is any of a group of blood cell tumors that develop from lymphatic cells. The name often refers to just the cancerous ones rather than all such tumors."
Yep , fj did it
to be honest, I don't know yet, I love architecture, operating systems and system administration, and I also have a knack for AI, I hate web though and everything consulting related (Software requirements specifications, project management, etc), my master's degree will serve to specialize a little further and make things a bit clearer about what I want to do
I usually buy stuff at local conventions but I've also ordered online, amiami(dot)com is a good site, even though they often run out of stock on things
well, maybe they're more useful than you think, after all why would I want a gf if she rejected my because of my hobby? they're more like an early warning system also it's not like a girl has seen my room before
look pal, I might have said tfwnogf like I'm desperate but to be honest, I have a very clear line when it comes to people, if you can't accept that I like what I like, you're not worth my effort, for friendship or anything above, I have a few good friends and I love spending time with them, doing geeky stuff, playing dnd and discussing anime and games, what the hell would I want a girlfriend for if I can't even share with her what I share with my friends?
I'm not deluding myself, I know the odds, but I stand my ground
you share some (if not all) tastes with me? awesome!
you don't like what I like and prefer I were more "normal" (whatever normal is supposed to mean)? well that's a damn shame, bye.
It's because I respect myself that I'm not going to change my tastes for others, I can't imagine anyone but a sad tool doing that.
if I could choose to be gay I'd probably have done it by now, best thing I could do is trans, but I'm pretty sure the population of trans people that look and sound 100% female is rather... small, if you then factor tastes... well, let's say things don't change much
the Philippines are kind of far away, and if our colonial governments hadn't been so ******* useless perhaps he could have kept them and made traveling there much easier
**** that **** . Do your job thing and just have fun. GF will come(pun intended).
Just when you do your hobby things try to do them in places you would expect your gf to be. Meet some one with your interest. I mean even serial killers can get chicks. You not ugly bro no homo . Also your a ******* engineer thats cool as ****
it's not a race m8, one of the wisest people i know didn't get a gf (or even a kiss from a girl) until he was 32. they've been together for about 3 years now. You need to be actively searching however, a 8/10 qtpi isn't going to come to your doorstep.
Damn right, it's an uphill **** fight but it's worth the struggle. Maybe somewhere out there is a guy lucky enough to have his perfect girl move in next door and hit it off.
I actually need this..
I'm working on at letter, that I'm not sure if I should send to this guy I've been seeing, but lives in another country. I miss him everytime, but i'm not sure he feels the same way
Anyone want to help me out ?
You could always send that letter to me instead, m'lady! Im a nice guy and i really really really want to see yor tits will be the one who makes you sandwitches m'lady!
Rock that letter. Let this dude know what you need to let him know. If he responds the way you want great if not, it will suck for a while but you'll feel better after a time and you will be glad you said what you needed to. No regrets
Sorry to jump into the 17-reply thread, but my two cents is that, especially in this day and age, guys really like a clear signal that someone's interested in them before they pursue that someone. It's possible he feels the same way as you but doesn't want to come across as creepy/stalkerish.
Hey, it's not all bad. I got put on academic probation once too, but it did help me to take my studies more seriously. Managed to drag my GPA back up to 3.16 and now I'm applying for grad schools (remains to be seen if any take me though, kek).
Worst case you can appeal your grade. Often enough they'll bump it up rather than going through your work again. Work then play, **** hits the fan in the last two months of the college year.
This world seems like its only here to **** on us more and more. Just keep your spirits up. Use the knowledge that life sucks to your advantage. Find some one or something that helps you take your mind of your problems for a while. Then come back to the world refreshed. Everyone needs a break once in a while, even from the world. **** everything we have been told, you can sad or angry. The worl dblows so **** it, **** the world man. Start carving your own path. Rock the **** on
Me, 69 Both age and position
Future president of USA.
Had some tough times when I was young.
Started with only 1 million $ from my father.
Had to pay it back. greedy old ******
Streets taught me to be a man Brooklyn iz my hood
No limit to my credit on the street nor on the card.
>20
>No job
>No motivation, no friends, love of my life left months ago and I feel like I'm slipping deeper into an abyss of depression, anxiety, insomnia and apathy. This is the one time of the year usually cheers me up with my family, but I'm not feeling it this time. I'm worried that I'm losing my emotions and just drifting bleakly through life, hoping I can grasp reality and pull my **** together before it gets to be too much and off myself. All I've got is music and it's only getting me so far. I look at the direction the government, economy, international affairs, and overall mess of a world we live in is going and can't help but wonder when, or if, any of it will get better and if there's even a point to trying to survive long enough just to die in the end.
Why bother when the world is full of ****** people and there's no friends to even try enjoying it with? Why bother when there's no one to love? Why bother when you can't love yourself? Why bother with procreation because your entire bloodline is full of people just like you with the same mental disorders and self doubt and the very thought of bringing another life into the world with such agony is too much to bear?
I know I need major psychiatric help and I've had sessions with multiple different therapists and psychiatrists, but it never goes anywhere.
I just need to know there's still hope somehow. Some silver lining here that'll make this week, or day, or even hour go by quicker.
I feel you, man, although I'd say you have it even worse
19, no job, had to stop my education (I was in my final year of high school) because of my growning depression. I'm very glad I've got friends and loving parents though. If it weren't for them I'd have offed myself a long time ago...
But yeah, I serisouly agree with your view on things, and I can completely understand the "psychiatrists aren't helping" struggle. I've been to a few and it seems like it doesn't do anything for me. Luckily I ahve my best friend and my mom with whom I can talk about things. They pretty much understand me better than any psychitartist I've ever spoken to and really have good insights in things...
If you ever need someone to talk to I'll gladly help and hopefully I can give you some comfort; maybe be that psychiatrist-person you need ^^
The "feeling like I'm losing my emotions" is too ******* real too, man. I know exactly how you feel...I'm in that cycle right now and it's disgusting. Just this grey, monotone, emptiness that hangs over your whole being. Even negative emotions are better than that nothingness. I too, really hope I find something that pulls me out of that, so that I won't get swallowed by it one day.
And yeah, the world IS full of ****** people...
One thing though, and you might not want to hear this (you might have heard it many, many times before) : Love yourself. Seriously, that's so important. From reading your comment, however little general info that gives me on you, I deduce that you're probably a really good, nice person.
Well sitting around ain't gonna help you.
You can't wait for life to get better go grab it dude, mental problems or not.
Now that is easy to say and alot harder to actually do, but not trying won't help.
I can not say that you haven't been trying or that you haven't tried, but the words are true no matter what. It's the same for alot of people and people have done it.
If mankind can go to the moon you can go the extra mile to get your life together.
The first 3 statements perfectly describe my current situation with the exception of having to add +2 to the first one.
I'm pretty much on the same emotional boat, into the cycle of wake up -> survive -> sleep as much as possible to minimize awake time. Surviving often involves stealing money from parents to buy crap food because I cba to have them cook for me, play games/watch anime all day, fap and furiously grind my fingers onto my guitar for hours (although lately I haven't as much).
I'm trying to cheer myself up somehow by playing in a band, but it's not going very well (people having to quit, not enough practice sessions per week etc...)
In regards of psy help, I've been interned in hospitals two times due to depression (started at 16) and have been seeing different people and tried lots of different drugs since then. Nothing really worked so I just quit everything. Getting rid of side effects was a plus.
Also I'm not even talking to my parents or anyone in the family, basically turning me into a parasyte, sucking their ressources to stay alive.
The worst is that at some point my parents tried to talk to me about my mom having some kind of tumor in her stomach. I didn't really feel sorry for her or anything, just said "not interested". I must be turning into a bot or something.
Anyway, I feel ya brah, that kind of **** is more common than you probably think it is, but sadly acknowledging that may not always help
And following the trend of beautiful songs (it's a bit heavy, but very melodic, I sleep to that band, it's amazing) www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORxMdOZpKM8
Virgin post btw, been browsing FJ for a few years without really engaging with the community, only made an account a while ago so I could see links and swears
Dude I feel everything you said. **** the politics and society of our current world. Let the **** heads worry about it. What you need is to truly focus on yourself for a bit. I can not live with out music I'm listening to the song you posted right now and I'm loving it. Fall into more music. If the love of your life left then she wasn't. It hurts man I know, Mine left and i cried like a ******* pussy. **** her. Pain fades. You are still here. And you have friends. all us funny junk **** ups.
Try expanding your repertoire. Devouring the souls of your victims is good of the body and the mind, making you feel refreshed and ready to tackle the days new problems head first. Always be open minded to the different black magics at your disposal.
>slap em around with that boss shield
>crush their bones under your boots
>make them look into your soulless, uncaring black eyes
>transform them into a soccer ball and kick em around that field
age 0-2 - no school
age 3-4 - preschool
age 5 - kindergarten (elementary school)
age 6 - 1st grade
age 7 - 2nd grade
age 8 - 3rd grade
age 9 - 4th grade
age 10 - 5th grade
age 11 - 6th grade
age 12 - 7th grade (middle school)
age 13 - 8th grade
age 14 - freshman (high school)
age 15 - sophmore
age 16 - junior
age 17 - senior
Appeal the grade, Teachers would prefer to bump up the score than do the actual work of going over it all. What they gonna do fail you worse than before? ha