I often wonder if there will ever come a day when I will have to make a crucial decision to kill another man in the military. I dont carry a gun, I just fix planes but I always wonder if that day will ever come and I need to face my own fears in the aftermath.
its hard for me to have a nice sunny day and laugh with my friends knowing ive taken a life. metalguitarest ssgt is right. it chipped away at me, still does. hope you never have to take a life but when it comes down to it, you will always choose your life over the other guy.