Very true. Except just like what ghost said I don't cry about it. I'm actually happy I live that way, because I know it's not going to last forever. I spend a lot of time as well looking for a new full time job. Once I get one.. I mean I'll be successful once again but I won't be as happy as I was doing things I love to do. But that's life.

I like all of it but the last part. Mine is more like contemplating staying up still... Very little crying involved.

Unless it's from my penis.