p So there I was lying on my bed slitting
lam} LESS B ' my wrist, committing suicide.
Rat poison and should
m, . i,: . really guarantee death.
I waited and waited.
T W Just lying there and not MIM
Nyee m‘ -. " _ So I knotted some towels together
P ',T E% Ln an it on a tree to hang myself.
F It broke the moment I tried to hang.
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ait, j" . The belt broke as well.
F So then I took off m clothes
After so many failed suicide attempts,
Mou Giude felt like that
i’ ' an ...even heaven itself was teasing him.
9 E . (Read: Even God was fucking with him.)
I So there was this water heater at my
as g;, s: ? an 5 i» home that heats water.
I grabbed it
bl thinking electricity must be able to
turns out electricity could not kill
The breaker tn ed
So I went out on the street
D l And hailed a pedicab
ls' l‘ T’ vnt} ait " I gave the driver 50 RMB
E And asked him to buy me a bottle of
lerft' cl, r it ti D Trt , So he (Mon) went into the mountains
IT. He drank the whole bottle of pesticide
j" . And had 'a' bellyache
3””? . It was so agonizing
amit/ krl, F w, r . h tumbled down the hills
bare" L: _ _ H Rolling all the way to the roadside
And was rushed to hospital.