I'll delete my account so that you'll know im not just thumbwhoring -Hi everyone,honeyglazedbabiess here. As a few of you may know,I got diagnosed with cancer a few weeks ago. It was so scary when I realized it.And even scarier when I realized im probably not going to survive.I just refuse to spend my teen years in a hospital going through horrible treatment and waiting to die. Im not a very strong person. I know,im sorry for being a coward.And because of that I decided im going to have to kill You need to login to view this link 's not because im depressed,hell im 15,life is great right now.I love not having to work and just having to worry about talking to my friends and going to school. But I refuse to just slowly die in You need to login to view this link terrified of hospitals. Im so sorry. I feel bad that my step mom is going to have to find me-I don't know. Im just so scared. I just had my fifteenth birthday,now I have to worry about going to chemo treatments. I wanted to be a first grade teacher.Looks like that's not gonna happen.Well bye everyone.Thank you for everything,you all made me laugh a lot.Which is my favorite thing to do. And just remember one thing: You're one awesome ************.Don't live life letting everything that sucks get you down.Try to laugh as much as possible. That's one of the things im going to miss when im gone. P.s Tell Phanact Im still going to ship her and twi in the afterlife.And tell admin Iove him Bye then! They better have ******* wifi in heaven.