idk

Two days ago I tried to kill myself. Today, I just got out of the hospital. I was asked to attend some counseling sessions and they tried to pin it on a few different possible problems, but in the big picture of things, I seemed fine. I told them, I've taken depression pills, anxiety, bi polar, ADD, it doesn't really do the trick. They all do what they're supposed to, symptom wise, but there's always been a shadowing darkness. How do you explain to people that you don't have a chemical imbalance; you're not sick, you're just sad. Life is disappointing. That's not a disease. I'm okay now, I guess.