I just ate 40 sominex, tried to drink beer, vomited gree beer + 10 sominex, hopefully it still counts, if not i'll have to eat every other drug in my counter. anyway ask me anything while i'm alive.
That's a great question, it's so great that by the time i'm done answering it i'll be dead, literally, so i'll just give a vague answer and say that " life is great, i'm literally having the best time of my life right now, but even then i'm borderline suicidal and life is about to take the greatest U turn of all, so i'm ending it now."
Tl;dr: I'm quitting while i'm ahead.
Hmm. Life's pretty **** for me, I'd probably be in the same boat as you if it weren't for my family. I'm weak, but not weak enough to put them in that much pain in order to appease my own selfish desire for peace.
Kinda surprised you used pills, though. A long fall headfirst onto a hard surface is your best bet. It's quick, reliable, painless, and relatively easy for anyone to do, as long as you have access to a cliff or a tall building. There's a fair chance with pills that you'll just wake up tomorrow in a pool of vomit.
I wish i was as strong as you but i'm not, also the reason why i chose pills is because there is a chance of failure,if i die, tough luck, if i live even tougher . even now i'm bitch.
Hey, man, if you live through this, ******* go out and do **** . You have just proven that you're in a position where you don't care about consequences, so go crazy. Leave the country and become a traveling bum, commit crimes, do whatever the hell you want. If you get imprisoned, you can always escape via suicide, and if you die you're just getting what you wanted. You've got opportunities few other people ever get to take advantage of, so use them.
Or you could just try killing yourself again, of course. It's your death, do what you want with it. I'm just giving a suggestion.
Haha that'd be great, it reminds me of the guy who went to mexico(i think,maybe it was las vegas) to suicide but before he did that he had the wildest of night and realized he didn't want to die.
Dude, thats a lot of diph. I am a regular diphenhydramine user, sometimes to sleep, sometimes to get high. Ive taken a **** ton before, but not ******* 40. I think the most Ive taken is 24. It takes a lot to be lethal. I think the lethal dose is like 500 mg for a rat, so youve taken enough to kill two rats. Youre gonna be so high you cant sleep, probably smoke a carton of imaginary cigarettes, probably hear voices and have some pretty intense closed eye visuals. Have fun, Im glad you decided to take diph to kill yourself, because you likely wont die and will have a completely different opinion on dying when you wake up.
I think i'll eat some others things, it's been sometime i'm not feeling anything, i'll post here a image of things i have and you guys point out things i'd help not drinking the rest of the beer tho' thing is nasty brb
regardless, you'll be regretting these actions later.
i hope you understand the pain this will bring your family and those who care about you.
this coming from someone who has died twice from **** others did.
well, i'll tell you this, while i was dead the second time i may have not felt anything personally or physically but i was shown everything i was leaving behind and the impact it was having since i could see the doctors below me trying to bring me back and my parents on the other side of the glass wall freaking out over what was happening and time was frozen so i wandered around for a while and saw other things as well i'll not get into, if you don't make it you'll see soon enuf what i mean.