> try to stop obsessing
> go to museums, try to work out a bit more, improve self
> noticed myself getting more relaxed around girls
> somehow only hit it off with those i'm not attracted to
> do not want to ask them out because i'd be lying to myself and them if i told them i want to be with them
> freak out about this not going the way i planned
> try to see what i want in a girl to try and see a pattern i could use to identify other girls that share similar characteristics to approach them better.
> focus so much on them i start obsessing
> back to square 1