hey you

hey you,
yes you,
the one who hurts themselves...
there is a place for you, if you decide to end it all,
a place where you will live for all eternity and beyond
it is not heaven,
it is not a hell of fire and pain,
no you are accustomed to physical pain,
burning, pitch forks, stretching, stabbing,
you are used to that, you relish it, you accept it's mercy from reality...
no, the depths of hell are too easy for you,
if you decide to end yourself,
you enter another plane of existence.
like a spectator of a tv show...
you watch all those loved ones, that maybe you did not love,
but the ones who loved you,
the girl in class,
mom, dad, brother sister...
you have to watch them, try to live without you...
watch the break down crying because the want you there,
watch then down that last swing of a bottle because the blame themselves....
watch their lives become hallow without you....
oh yes there is a special place for those who off themselves,
worse then hell, worse then any pain you can imagine....
you have to live with the reality of what you did....
if nothing else....
i hope this helps you realize...
that you can survive....
because you can always count of somebody...
family, friends...
if nothing else... me personally
message me, mention me, do something
because if nothing else....
i will listen, i will understand, and i will do what ever i can to help....
i love you, my brother or sister...
and i will never turn you away.....
love,
a man who has been there....