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I'm going through some real tough **** funnyjunk. I've never been sadder and more hopeless in my life. What the **** is supposed to keep me going? I don't want to die I just want to run away from all my problems and shut them out. Please somebody help me. Give me an answer or a solution or a reason to keep going.
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User avatar #35 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
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Well thanks for all the support guys. i got some real big encouragement and I've decided to check myself into a ward for a couple weeks to get better. I might post some stories during my stay and such and I really really ******* appreciate all your encouragement. Im gonna do this and get better.
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User avatar #2 - beastkenten ONLINE (01/12/2016) [-]
One thing that really keeps me going is thinking about my parents. if you have a good relationship with them, that is. Just imagine how happy they were when they had you. Imagine all the joy going through their minds bringing you home on your birthday. They want to see you do well. Keep going on and fight as hard as you can
as an homage to them. If you can't do it for yourself, do it for them. or anyone else that cares for you for that matter.
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User avatar #7 to #2 - wraithguard (01/12/2016) [-]
>>#3
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User avatar #8 to #7 - beastkenten ONLINE (01/12/2016) [-]
damn...
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#28 - anon (01/12/2016) [-]
OP as someone who has been lower than most have or ever will be in life, one thing I can tell you is rather than wallow in self pity and sadness, GET ANGRY. GET FURIOUS over what makes you sad, use it as fuel and change it. Anger is always better than sadness, it also gives you a powerful and helpful tool to guide yourself with. Nobody wants to do anything while they are sad, but if you're angry you wanna do something about something at least. Its a start. You maybe insane, you maybe stupid and you may have problems. GET PISSED AT YOURSELF FOR IT AND FIX IT> mate they are you issues, your problems and nobody can live your life for you. It doesn't matter what you are as long as you have a good grasp of it and you can say with earnest you work towards changing it. Your dad just cares about you and probably only really knows how to show it with his anger. He doesn't cry and put a gun to his head on the floor bc his son is a 300 pound whale loser that can't pass high school. As someone who has both failed and excelled, who is capable and brighter than most I have still failed extremely hard. But keep going or lay down and die and get out of the way. Its no if ands or buts about it to be honest. Either you see yourself in the mirror and you look hard every day and cry, or you look hard and do your best to change into something better. Now go out there, do your best not to be an abhorrent loser or a **** up, and grow some balls and get mad not sad.
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User avatar #24 to #22 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
I checked your posts because I assumed you're an asshole but i saw that you made a "the game joke" in 2015. You need that gun more than I do
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User avatar #25 to #24 - idhitjack (01/12/2016) [-]
Hahahaha good comeback, but notice there are 3 bullets not one cock gobbler, i am suggesting you get some trigger time at a range. Marksmenship is a good way to focus your mind.

But since you're a giant shotheel Ill take two of those bullets back.
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#20 - anon (01/12/2016) [-]
Go sleep. Half of all my cases of mental depressive breakdowns are due to exhaustion.
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#21 to #20 - anon (01/12/2016) [-]
Usually when I've been up for 18 hours and still have caffeine in my body.
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User avatar #11 - skenyandjoshisafag (01/12/2016) [-]
Just kill yourself, youre a burden to everyone around you, if you dont end it now you will move on to be a burden of the state leaching off other people
You will never get better
You will never be happy
You will only drag other people down with you
Just ******* end it you worhless pile of ****
Wait no you are not **** , **** is more usefull than you
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#19 to #11 - anon (01/12/2016) [-]
SAYING THIS STUFF MAKES ME FEEL SO POWERFUL
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#12 to #11 - rayeightk (01/12/2016) [-]
How about you just **** off, mate.
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User avatar #18 to #11 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
It sounds like you are projecting some bunched up isdues dude i think you should talk to someone. It helps i promise. Thats why i posted this. I know there are good people out there
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User avatar #10 - jackmanagan (01/12/2016) [-]
>>#3,

18 funerals in 7 years
no friends left in town
no family in town other than my dying gramma
no jobs nearby
im literally starving. i average 300 calories a day
my grandma depends on me, otherwise id probably kill myself too

it only gets worse as you get older.
revel in it.
let it all strengthen your resolve
to the point you can look despair and hoplesness in the ******* face and say. "yeah, so?"

keep on keeping on
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User avatar #14 to #10 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
It sounds like you need a friend too dude. If you ever need someone to talk to you know yougotafriendinme.mp 3
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User avatar #9 - brickfest (01/12/2016) [-]
I'm not really a person to give advice... but when I was feeling down it usually helped to tihnk about good stuff that happened to you and just roll on with it. I mean, usually bad stuff doesn't last real long if you work on it.

Happines is not really based on what is currently happening for you but more like a state of mind...

But I guess your best shot is suicide hotline, there are trained people who usually have experience with suicide. Not even kidding, the people who work there are absolutely godlike... they'll be able to help you sort out your life much better since they have much more experience with suicides and suicidal feelings. Plus it's free.
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User avatar #15 to #9 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
I really appreciate your support man. Im gonna take it one step at a time
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User avatar #1 - wraithguard (01/12/2016) [-]
Context please.
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User avatar #3 to #1 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
I've hit just about rock bottom. I'm failing high school and likely wont have enough credits to pass. I live with my mom because my parents are divorced but my dad will still kick the door in about my grades and throw furniture and threaten to hit me and take me away from my mother. Usually im dependant on my ADHD pills to keep a clear and happy head but my drug addict sister ******* stole all my medication and now i have none. I use those pills as a crutch and a believe that I wont be happy without them. Two nights ago my dad raised hell and i finally told him that i constantly cry in the shower because I keep contemplating suicide and he told me he would buy a handgun and make me shoot myself. I collapsed onto the floor sobbing like a 300 pound ******* baby while he told my mother i was insane and i belong in a mental hospital and that nobody will ever care for me. I told him I need help and he just mocked and laughed at me. at this point I feel like im trapped inside my own head. people will talk to me and i will answer them but only inside my head so i just ignore them. I know i want to talk to them but for some reason i just stay silent. I wake up some mornings and just feel like crying. I can't vent to my best friend because he wouldent understand. my dad thinks im a baby and my mother only cares about her bum boyfriend. I feel so alone and its so dark in my ******* head I just cant see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know its kind of cringy but i've thought about trying to get a girlfriend at some point and maybe that would boost my morale but honestly im a ******* sperg neckbear whos really just a ******* gross human being. I just ******* hate myself.
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User avatar #6 to #3 - wraithguard (01/12/2016) [-]
My cousin was in a pretty similar situation with his home life. He had an antagonistic relationship with our aunt and uncle, whom were raising him since the age of 10 because his father died when he was a baby and his mother just wasn't fit to be a parent. According to him, they didn't treat him as well as their own kids, and from what I'd seen at family gatherings, it wasn't hard to believe. I had also heard from other family members that they apparently spent all the money that they had been entrusted with from his fathers life insurance, which was supposed to be set aside for him to use when he was 18. He wasn't doing very well in school, suffered from a degree of depression, got into some trouble with the law, and did in fact contemplate suicide at one point. Eventually they kicked him out of the house, and he lived with his brothers until he was 18. He wasn't able to go to college, and he only had a GED, but what he did have (what really saved him) was a very good work ethic. Once he had gotten away from all the drama of his home life it was like he was suddenly able to think clearly. He got a job and worked his ass off earning money to get his own car and an apartment. It was almost like his life had just started over. Today he's 24, and still has a pretty antagonistic relationship with our aunt and uncle, but it just doesn't seem to matter to him anymore. He was able to make new friends and start building a life for himself, albeit he started a little later than most people, but so what. He's even started taking classes at a university.

It actually reminds of a saying about carvings in a tree. When you carve into a tree, you leave a scar on it that will be there for the rest of that trees life, but as time goes on the tree continues to grow, and while the scar will still be there, it becomes smaller and smaller in comparison with the tree itself every year.
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User avatar #16 to #6 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
I dont think ill ever forget that saying. Thanks
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User avatar #34 to #16 - wraithguard (01/12/2016) [-]
No problem.
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#31 to #3 - anon (01/12/2016) [-]
also if I were u and he really gave me a handgun to shoot myself, if you are the type of person who even thinks of shooting themselves first there u should probably do it. All flight no fight, shoot the ****** and laugh in his face as he dies. **** em, do it. no balls.
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User avatar #13 to #3 - blackspace (01/12/2016) [-]
Shape yourself into something you dont hate. Walk for an hour or so everyday, it gives you a chance to clear your head in a natural way. Learn if what you eat is good for you or not, and replace what isn't with something that is. This goes for the pills too.. Adhd medication usually consists of heavy drugs, your sister knows this well enough. You might be an addict yourself. Look in the mirror and if you see someone who you dont think you are, beat that person out of you, or let him kill you, it's up to you anyway.
Basically, start being who you want to be. It's hard and the process might seem slow but I quarantee it's not as hard as to live hating yourself for the rest of your life. Also, getting a girlfriend at this point might ruin lives of the both of you, DO NOT depend on others to fix your problems. You yourself are the only help and reason you need.
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User avatar #17 to #13 - elflon [OP](01/12/2016) [-]
You put aside the mushy stuff and gave me some real advice i appreciate that.
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#36 - anon (01/13/2016) [-]
learn to play an instrument.
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#33 - anon (01/12/2016) [-]
I'm in the same boat, man Not gonna bore you with my sob story, you've got your own stuff going on . It's hard, but just take life bits at a time; live minute by minute if you have to. Life can overwhelm you, and sometimes you need to be able to share that weight with someone else. My advice to you is to find someone you can trust to just talk to. I know, that doesn't sound very helpful. But, that's a start.

From there, try and find something that you enjoy and make time for that. Always make some time for something that makes you happy, even if that might only be a little thing. Do what you've got to to slough through all of life's dreck.

You've got this, just take it slow and easy. Life's tough, don't be too hard on yourself.
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User avatar #32 - fatminion ONLINE (01/12/2016) [-]
step 1: kill yourself you attention-seeking whore. If you really have psychological problems, you don't write a "boo hoo, I'm so sad, I self-diagnosed myself with PTSD and everything's bad" message on an internet platform. That's what SJW "boo hoo, I found out I'm squirrel-kin demi-goddess pan-sexual and nobody knows my true inner pain" fags do.

Step 2: Man up, play some vidya, post something funny next time cuz this is JUNK
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User avatar #27 - lamarsmithgot (01/12/2016) [-]
cmon *****

just do the thing

nah but seriously, i read what you posted below. That **** you said about high school really gave me the feels. Bottom line, no matter what you were told, high school isn't for everyone. At this point, there's no hope even trying with it anymore, because all it's going to do is give you more stress and cause you to loathe yourself more. If you're legally old enough, i'd advise you to drop the **** out and get your ged. Anything you've been told about dropouts being losers, or ged's being worthless, is complete and utter ******** . Knowledge is something you have to pursue for yourself. Also, try and cut out the ADHD meds too, if you can. It will only lead you down a path of pharmaceutical addiction. And if you're worried about your DAD...

As an outsider, i completely understand if this offends you... but your dad is a complete ******* degenerate piece of **** . As soon as you're able to, never speak to the ****** again. All he will do is drag you down. All that **** he says about "taking you away" is ******* ********* , he can't do **** to you, and you gotta understand that.

As far as i can see, you have nobody in your life worth impressing, so you have to improve yourself for you and you alone. Drop out, get fit, get a job, go to college. of course it's not that simple, but these are the basic things you need to do asap. meanwhile, think about what you're passionate about, and if there's nothing, find it. Seriously, doing something you love will have an extreme effect on your outlook. be it making music, sports, film, reading history, anything. try to have as little hatred as possible. And above all else,

Don't ******* kill yourself.
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#26 - nopefarther ONLINE (01/12/2016) [-]
Just try to distract yourself from whatever is bothering you with a hobby or something, that is the only the way I can deal with my sadness.
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User avatar #23 - joaomartins ONLINE (01/12/2016) [-]
Rick and Mrty Season 3
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User avatar #5 - peanutsaurusrex (01/12/2016) [-]
owait, i see the I don't want to die part.

Still, if you ever get to that point, >>#4 is solid advice
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#4 - peanutsaurusrex (01/12/2016) [-]
Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems
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#29 to #4 - anon (01/12/2016) [-]
Temporary problems often last a whole lifetime, which is our forever, and those plagued by these issues either move past or succumb. You either let it swallow you like robin Williams or your get angry on the inside and move forward.
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User avatar #30 to #29 - peanutsaurusrex (01/12/2016) [-]
Temporary problems last as long as you let them.
 
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