Gonna go rant a little sorry to bother anyone; Ain't life grand when you find out how much of a pathetic piece of trash you are? The answer is NO, it does not make life more bearable it just weakens you, worse when the true "strengths" are your same dumb friends who can't EVEN plan something fir their friend's birthday, a family who sees him as a bloody anchor whom they wish could just cut loose like the ****** uninteresting luggage he is, or if all else fails a "lover" whom one has not had for about 5 years now. I as a stupid, shy pathetic nerd will just waste this summer reading comics, playing video games, and do NOTHING INTERESTING FOR ANOTHER ******* SUMMER.
There's absolutely nothing I could advice you, I'm in almost the same boat as you. Just hang in there, okay? I don't know if life gets better or not, but it damn sure won't, if we ourselves don't do something, so might as well give it your damn best
So I was dating this girl recently inb4 yeah right faggot and all was well, until one day she just sort of decided to leave. Still not recieved any sort of explanation or even civil conversation. So far I've almost committed suicide if it wasn't for some well placed friends I'd be in the ground and am currently attempting to cope with seemingly universal pain. So how about you OP?
I feel like my life is devoid of any meaning and I just can't find any motivation in myself to do anything about it. At this point if someone were to kill me, I'd be perfectly fine with it. I never told this to anyone, especially my friends, don't want to trouble them.
Anyway, about your problem. I'm not gonna say that she's a bitch or that it'll be okay, you already know that, or at least your friends told that to you multiple times. Just hang in there man, be the person that would make her furious as ****
And I have been there, platinumaltaria, I have been there. As time goes by, you'll realize there was nothing wonderful about her and it will only be a laughing matter. Best of luck, my friend.
In the exact same position right now. She taught me so much and made me more me, i miss her so much she meant everything to me. I guess we just gotta look forward to future connections that mean a lot to us you know? Especially if you're young still also, maybe we'll learn that it didn't turn out so bad after all cause there is someone or something better. Whoooo knows yo, just keep your head up always
I recently had my dog put down, she was 14, and me being only 18. I can't remember a time where she wasn't with me. She was more than a pet to me, I remember being at work knowing in a day or two I was going to have to put her down do to her health, I actually had a panic attack. I am not very emotional btw My mother, aunt and I stayed with her during the entire process, and god do I miss her. I think I am past grieving and I know letting her go was for the better, but I miss her more than anything in the world. R.I.P you'll always be with me .
What you did was pretty brave, I mean staying by her side until the end. When my dog was getting old, sadly I wasn't that strong and we just sent her to the farm and I honestly regret that I didn't stay with her.
I mean I don't fell like you should regret it, I mean I took my mom and aunt as a grown man. I think I asked them because I don't think I could have handled driving her to the vet knowing she wasn't coming back.
Don't you think people are disgusting? Stupid. And pathetic. There are individuals above it, like yourself, but most is just a gray repulsing mass. You should stay away from them as much as you can. Seeking for another individual such as yourself is pointless. You are above this mass, but not great enough to find your own kin hidden in it.
And as such individual, the real man, not just an hairless ape, survival is your duty. You must live. Sadly, this means interacting with these monkeys. No matter how great you are, you can't live alone. You must, at least from time to time, deal with these failures. It's not below you to use these fools for your own benefit. Your destiny is great and you must follow this path. You can do it. And maybe you'll see better times. Maybe you will bring them.