nah, people wouldn't envy me if they knew all the **** i had to put up with.
what they envy about me, isn't actually me, its just their perception of me.
you want to know what it feels like to be adopted?
want to know what it feels like to think your responsible for your mom's death?
want to know what it feels like when you don't know if the rest of your family is alive?
want to know what it feels like to not be the same ethnicity as other people around you?
**** . sry if i spazzed out. its just sometimes people put me on a pedastal because they don't really know how i feel. just thought it'd be nice to vent here