No, that would be the fact that I am entombed in this ******* body, I have no friends or family, no one loves me or even really cares about me, I have no future and no point to living.
Your friends and family are tired of your **** , tired of trying to help you and then having you just complain about this girl(basically me right now). They did love you and your family probably would show some affection if you weren't so ******* angry at everyone who tried to get you to let go. Oh, and the "no future" thing? tell that to sex slaves who were sold and abused at a young age, yet still dream of escaping.
Honestly the only legitimate thing you listed was your body. Hey, maybe that could be the future you strive for. Find a job, live and work until you can afford the treatments you need, and get the body you want.
You want to know why I can say that?! Because you've driven me off before with your ******** and now you're doing it again. You made me, somebody who genuinely cared for you, regret starting conversations with you.