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crlmsonhazard [OP](12/09/2015) [+] (1 reply)
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By "over ten years" I meant 16. We went to go see Runaway Bride at the mall. I checked IMDB and it came out in 1999. She actually ended up hot if you can believe that
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LaBarata 
(12/09/2015) [-] When I was in first year university And as desperate as most of you ******* were at that age , I ended up dating the first girl who showed any interest in me, regardless of suspicions of crazy. Long story short, the relationship ended about three months later, when she cheated on me and dumped me. I was entirely OK with this by that point- The faster she's gone, the better.
A month or two later, she began messaging me and flirting with me, whereupon I decided that I wasn't retarded and shut her down instantly.
See, she didn't take too kindly to this. I began finding out not only from people I knew IRL, but from my online friends, that she'd been going around telling everyone who would listen that I'd tried to rape her. It turned out that she'd taken as many names from my MSN account (lol 2000s) and email as she could, and began trying to contact all of them.
It took a LOT of work, but I managed to shake that completely, thank **** . As a result, I spent the rest of my time in university as anonymously as I could. Had to take a year off, too.
Haven't dated since, don't plan to.
A month or two later, she began messaging me and flirting with me, whereupon I decided that I wasn't retarded and shut her down instantly.
See, she didn't take too kindly to this. I began finding out not only from people I knew IRL, but from my online friends, that she'd been going around telling everyone who would listen that I'd tried to rape her. It turned out that she'd taken as many names from my MSN account (lol 2000s) and email as she could, and began trying to contact all of them.
It took a LOT of work, but I managed to shake that completely, thank **** . As a result, I spent the rest of my time in university as anonymously as I could. Had to take a year off, too.
Haven't dated since, don't plan to.
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deipotent ONLINE (12/09/2015) [-] **deipotent used "*roll picture*"**
**deipotent rolled image**My best pal insists I should be less reserved and date more casually, however I think the nicest relationship he has had since I knew him was one that ended similar to yours.
The worst was a chick who attempted to sleep with several of his friends and told her family he was abusive, round about the time he paid for a trip back to her hometown in the states California, her family is mainly Christian gun nuts, amateur mma fighters and war vets .
Got another friend who is currently raising the child of the man his girlfriend cucked him with.
You don't need anyone to validate your existence for you, a lover's company in your life is just an added bonus. A bonus you really should aspire to find, but it's not as important as like air or water which a lot of people make it out to be.
**deipotent rolled image**My best pal insists I should be less reserved and date more casually, however I think the nicest relationship he has had since I knew him was one that ended similar to yours.
The worst was a chick who attempted to sleep with several of his friends and told her family he was abusive, round about the time he paid for a trip back to her hometown in the states California, her family is mainly Christian gun nuts, amateur mma fighters and war vets .
Got another friend who is currently raising the child of the man his girlfriend cucked him with.
You don't need anyone to validate your existence for you, a lover's company in your life is just an added bonus. A bonus you really should aspire to find, but it's not as important as like air or water which a lot of people make it out to be.
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psychotayto (12/09/2015) [-] wow no way dude. Who knew women lied about that sort of stuff
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sniffythebird ONLINE (12/09/2015) [-] What to people think they have to gain from pulling that kind of **** ?
Sure I get if people are upset they want to ruin someone's life, but goddamn that is low.
Sure I get if people are upset they want to ruin someone's life, but goddamn that is low.
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langweilig (12/09/2015) [-] dont let one psycho ruin it for you man.
or do. i just think its dumb
or do. i just think its dumb
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tittystargalactica (12/09/2015) [-] I don't get why you're being thumbed down. That roll is literally what we all are... AND THE LADIES ARE MISSING OUT!
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emiyashirou ONLINE (12/09/2015) [-] "I don't get why you're being thumbed down" - guy on comment with literally 1 red thumb on it
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republicofserbia (12/09/2015) [-] **republicofserbia used "*roll picture*"**
**republicofserbia rolled image** Also what they are missing out on.
**republicofserbia rolled image** Also what they are missing out on.
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thefallenlord (12/09/2015) [-] I've been with my psychotic ex for almost 5 years... during that time I developed severe anxiety, inferiority complex, I became self-conscious about my weight (80 kilos that's 176 pounds , I still suffer from panic attacks and even crippling depression from time to time with a pinch of suicide thoughts to take the edge off.
Long story short, I was 5 years in abusive relationship just because I was afraid I'd be alone and unloved instead.... trust me, it can be WAY worse than just being lonely.
Long story short, I was 5 years in abusive relationship just because I was afraid I'd be alone and unloved instead.... trust me, it can be WAY worse than just being lonely.
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platinumaltaria ONLINE (12/09/2015) [-] I'd rather someone be abusing me than have no one know or care if I died. Food for thought.
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thefallenlord (12/09/2015) [-] There is a difference. She made me WANT to die. Each and every ******* day turned into a nightmare. What's the thing I'll **** up today? What's the thing she'll get mad over this time? How will she make me feel inadequate yet again? What's the topic of today's fight? How many times I'll go to bed after she screams that she hates me? But most importantly - why am I poisoning myself with this obviously dysfunctional relationship? I alienated all my female friends because of her jealousy, I dropped almost all of my activities with my male friends becaue she felt I wasn't giving her enough attention and time. ******* HELL I sold my original Steam account (with over 700 games) so I could get us a nice hotel on New Year's Eve back in 2013. Do you know what we did when we got there? We had a huge argument because apparently I did it to avoid the argument we started earlier that week which was about me not giving her enough attention.
Tell me how's THAT better than being alone. I'd rather die lonely, in a desert, my corpse rotting in the sun, picked by carrion birds, forgotten and unloved by everybody than go through THAT hell ever again.
Tell me how's THAT better than being alone. I'd rather die lonely, in a desert, my corpse rotting in the sun, picked by carrion birds, forgotten and unloved by everybody than go through THAT hell ever again.
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platinumaltaria ONLINE (12/09/2015) [-] Mate I want to die and I'm not even with my ex. I am starving for some sort of affection, in fact simply being near another person. Even if someone was abusing me at least then I'd see some human interaction once in a while. I've been on my own for way too long and it's getting to my head.
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thefallenlord (12/10/2015) [-] I wouldn't wish this kind of abuse on my worst enemy.
If you have friends, talk to them about anything really and / or visit your grandparents or close relatives.
You said it yourself - you're starving for affection. What I'm describing is NOT affection, it's the same type of relationship junkie has with his drug of choice, or alcoholic with booze. You're kept within this self-destructive relationship because of fear, it has nothing to do with affection or god-forbid love. It's a parasite in your life, leeching off of your insecurity, sadness and longing for love.
Also you think you have it ****** right now, I get it, hell I sympathize the **** out of that, but please for all the love of all that is good and holy for you, don't just jump into ANY relationship that comes across, not only is it not worth it, you might ruin your life.
Learn to be happy with what you have and if you want more and it's only natural to want more, I'm not saying it's not be very careful what you're getting yourself into. You'll open yourself up for a person that can hurt you in way more ways than just physical and some scars don't heal. I sound like a ******* ****** pop-son, **** ME *headslam*
If you have friends, talk to them about anything really and / or visit your grandparents or close relatives.
You said it yourself - you're starving for affection. What I'm describing is NOT affection, it's the same type of relationship junkie has with his drug of choice, or alcoholic with booze. You're kept within this self-destructive relationship because of fear, it has nothing to do with affection or god-forbid love. It's a parasite in your life, leeching off of your insecurity, sadness and longing for love.
Also you think you have it ****** right now, I get it, hell I sympathize the **** out of that, but please for all the love of all that is good and holy for you, don't just jump into ANY relationship that comes across, not only is it not worth it, you might ruin your life.
Learn to be happy with what you have and if you want more and it's only natural to want more, I'm not saying it's not be very careful what you're getting yourself into. You'll open yourself up for a person that can hurt you in way more ways than just physical and some scars don't heal. I sound like a ******* ****** pop-son, **** ME *headslam*
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platinumaltaria ONLINE (12/10/2015) [-] >"if you have friends" ALONE
I will literally dive face first onto a relationship at this point, and I can guarantee it can't be much worse than already wanting to off myself.
I will literally dive face first onto a relationship at this point, and I can guarantee it can't be much worse than already wanting to off myself.
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thefallenlord (12/10/2015) [-] It can and it will make the difference between 'wanting' to off yourself and really doing it. I'm under no delusions that anything I can say will change your mind or make you feel better about yourself, but I hang around here from time to time okay I hang around here a lot -.- , bitching about stuff so if you want someone to talk to, feel free to do so.
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platinumaltaria ONLINE (12/10/2015) [-] Nothing's gonna make me want to anymore, I don't because I'm a coward.
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wanpanman (12/09/2015) [-] After my last one almost entirely ruined my life, i'm terrified of false allegations and so so much more... Like letting them in... That **** aint happening again.
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evilanakie ONLINE (12/09/2015) [-] dating guy
he hasnt replied in two days
just stopped convo half way through the day
havent heard from him since
went from sexy time everyday
to
nothing
how long should i keep waiting before i go "yep he has moved on"
he hasnt replied in two days
just stopped convo half way through the day
havent heard from him since
went from sexy time everyday
to
nothing
how long should i keep waiting before i go "yep he has moved on"
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unladenswallow (12/09/2015) [-] Guess it depends on how long you've been dating. But then if he just abruptly went silent and there was nothing to indicate why, are you sure he's not in hospital?
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Faz (12/09/2015) [-] Long distance? If not go to his house, if long distance then message personal friends/family over facebook. If you don't have/know any of his friends or family on facebook and have no way of contacting at all then all i can say is keep your head up, if he cared he will be back, if he didn't then hes an asshole and you should care what he thought.
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plazmaflare (12/09/2015) [-] It's been two days? Who know's? something may have come up.
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irishjohnny (12/09/2015) [-] I haven't had a date in 24 years.
Yes, I'm 24 years old, how'd you know?
Yes, I'm 24 years old, how'd you know?
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curo (12/09/2015) [-] the first time i felt alpha left me fearing this too;
back in high school i was introduced to this underclassmen we'll call Stacy.
now Stacy seemed very playful and flirty with me, unlike this mutual guy friend she friendzoned.
i was warned by other friends she was a bit unstable, suicidal, and nuts for her ex.
but being the horny virgin teen i was back then, i didnt pay much attention and continued to flirt with stacy.
some weeks pass, we've sexted and rp'd various times. today the school is getting off early, i make plans last minute to have my ride pick me up at the normal time school ends (about 2 to 3 hours later) . i walk stacy to her house which was about a 10 minute walk. and she invites me in.
this should have been one of my best, and happiest memories. i was playing out the fantasy of so many horny virgin teen boys. and it started out great.
we first just chilled and talked, showing me around her house. then we sat down on the floor next to one another, one thing lead to tickling, and that lead to groping, and before you know it shes topless, we're making out, and were just having a nice intimate time.
every step of the way i was cautious, i made sure to ask before i did anything. i will never forget how sly and coy she was with her words. when i was asking her permission like the ******* beta fag i was to touch her breast.
before you know it, we've been on each others arms for about an hour since the tickling started. at this point, my mouth is playing with one of her nipples some seconds pass and i notice shes gone silent. i stop what im doing and ask her if something is wrong. she stayed still and kept quiet with what i interpreted as boredom on her face. after a while she said "sorry, i cant do this" and i thought she meant she didnt want me playing with her breast any more, maybe some sort of shame for doing it in the living room.
i accepted right away, and stopped. right on time, my phone rings and it's my ride thats come to pick me up. i try to reassure things are okay between me and stacy and she says they are.
as im leaving the door, she asks me "please, can you keep this a secret between you and me?"
seeing as it was an intimate moment between her and me, i agreed right away.
"swear to me?"
"i swear ____, my lips are sealed"
"thank you (my name)... see you at school tomorrow"
so that was the set up, i'll explain the aftermath and the accusation in a few hours. got to leave for work in 5 minutes, i'll be back in less than 6 hours
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tldr; beta teen self started flirting with crazy chick. i get intimate with her. she asks me to stop, i stop. asks me to not tell a soul. i swear i wont. ***** gona hit the fan the next day.
back in high school i was introduced to this underclassmen we'll call Stacy.
now Stacy seemed very playful and flirty with me, unlike this mutual guy friend she friendzoned.
i was warned by other friends she was a bit unstable, suicidal, and nuts for her ex.
but being the horny virgin teen i was back then, i didnt pay much attention and continued to flirt with stacy.
some weeks pass, we've sexted and rp'd various times. today the school is getting off early, i make plans last minute to have my ride pick me up at the normal time school ends (about 2 to 3 hours later) . i walk stacy to her house which was about a 10 minute walk. and she invites me in.
this should have been one of my best, and happiest memories. i was playing out the fantasy of so many horny virgin teen boys. and it started out great.
we first just chilled and talked, showing me around her house. then we sat down on the floor next to one another, one thing lead to tickling, and that lead to groping, and before you know it shes topless, we're making out, and were just having a nice intimate time.
every step of the way i was cautious, i made sure to ask before i did anything. i will never forget how sly and coy she was with her words. when i was asking her permission like the ******* beta fag i was to touch her breast.
before you know it, we've been on each others arms for about an hour since the tickling started. at this point, my mouth is playing with one of her nipples some seconds pass and i notice shes gone silent. i stop what im doing and ask her if something is wrong. she stayed still and kept quiet with what i interpreted as boredom on her face. after a while she said "sorry, i cant do this" and i thought she meant she didnt want me playing with her breast any more, maybe some sort of shame for doing it in the living room.
i accepted right away, and stopped. right on time, my phone rings and it's my ride thats come to pick me up. i try to reassure things are okay between me and stacy and she says they are.
as im leaving the door, she asks me "please, can you keep this a secret between you and me?"
seeing as it was an intimate moment between her and me, i agreed right away.
"swear to me?"
"i swear ____, my lips are sealed"
"thank you (my name)... see you at school tomorrow"
so that was the set up, i'll explain the aftermath and the accusation in a few hours. got to leave for work in 5 minutes, i'll be back in less than 6 hours
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tldr; beta teen self started flirting with crazy chick. i get intimate with her. she asks me to stop, i stop. asks me to not tell a soul. i swear i wont. ***** gona hit the fan the next day.
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binomancha (12/10/2015) [-] **binomancha used "*roll picture*"**
**binomancha rolled image**i need the rest of the story !!!!!! lol
**binomancha rolled image**i need the rest of the story !!!!!! lol
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thecrayzeeman (12/09/2015) [-]
Mentions for the next half pls.
I swear if this is a ruse cruise, I will end you.
I swear if this is a ruse cruise, I will end you.
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curo (12/10/2015) [-] finally, back from work and ready to finish.
though that was a bit longer then expected, rough day at work, but with out further delay...
______________________
the next day was a Wednesday, which happens to be anime club which later turned into 'asian culture club' day, during a time when it was still... somewhat relatively fun.
i dont remember much of the day before lunch, which was when the club meet up so i wont exaggerate and tell you about how it was a horrible day and i noticed everyone staring at me! cus . up to this point, the day was as usual as every other day. nothing weird, or out of the ordinary happened to me.
when lunch started, i got out of class as quick as possible, rushed to the front of the food line to get the good **** before any of the other naggers people who annoy you, naggers could get to them. pay for my food, fill the soda cup all the way up to the rim, almost to the point of spillage. and head over to the science room for good old anime club.
i open the door, minding my own business, lay my food down in my usual seat. and wait for other members to show up.
by the time i finish my pizza, the president of the anime club comes to me and notifies me of the scariest knews i'll ever hear in my life.
to be honest with you, i was in so much shock, and in disbelief that i cant remember the exact wording. she herself had disbelief in her voice you see, the pressident and i were great friends in the beginning of high school, but we drifted apart, worst of all was it happened during our time as club officers. by that time (that wednesday), she and i were not friends.if anything, i think we held some bitterness against one another due to lack of communication. .
the president basically said. "hey, i dont know if you know about this, but i heard a nasty rumor about you... (name), did you touch Stacy inapropriately yesterday? i heard you attacked her, basically tried to rape her." and even though we had our differences, she KNEW what she was about to tell me does not sound like me what so ever.
at that moment, all dramatic signs of stress washed over me, heart stopped, cold sweat, stomach churned, about to crap my pants. one of my biggest fears has come true. sucks knowing how many people will blindly, without a question or doubt, take the girls side with out hearing the male's side. i myself was white knight at one point, and i knew many in the club. but i knew i did nothing wrong. after all those years of intimidation through religion, and 'male rape culture', i knew i needed to be smart and prepare for the worst.
the day before, when i was getting in the car, i took out a pocket sized notebook and started writing the events of what happened with my memory fresh. i was not gonna tell anyone, but i remembered what my friends said about Stacy and how crazy she is. being paranoid, i wanted to make sure i have a detailed copy of the events that happened. and that paranoia paid off.
i was in disbelief and asked her to tell me where the hell she heard that from.
"Stacy told me this earlier"
i looked at her in the eyes, and explained as truthfully as i could, "____, you know me, and i would never do such a thing. i was with her last night, but she made me swear not to tell anyone, you know me, believe me when i say this to you. i have no reason to lie about, cus i never did anything wrong."
and thats the thing, i was gonna be a beta white knight and keep to my word to the bitch that accused me of raping her.
the good thing is, like i said before, even thought the president and i had our issues against one another. she knows the type of person i am, and these words i WILL NEVER FORGET.
"____, if your telling me the truth, you need to talk to someone in guidance. this rape accusation is very serious. that counts as bullying and much more!" im glad to know she was sane.
part 1 of ?
taking longer than expected
though that was a bit longer then expected, rough day at work, but with out further delay...
______________________
the next day was a Wednesday, which happens to be anime club which later turned into 'asian culture club' day, during a time when it was still... somewhat relatively fun.
i dont remember much of the day before lunch, which was when the club meet up so i wont exaggerate and tell you about how it was a horrible day and i noticed everyone staring at me! cus . up to this point, the day was as usual as every other day. nothing weird, or out of the ordinary happened to me.
when lunch started, i got out of class as quick as possible, rushed to the front of the food line to get the good **** before any of the other naggers people who annoy you, naggers could get to them. pay for my food, fill the soda cup all the way up to the rim, almost to the point of spillage. and head over to the science room for good old anime club.
i open the door, minding my own business, lay my food down in my usual seat. and wait for other members to show up.
by the time i finish my pizza, the president of the anime club comes to me and notifies me of the scariest knews i'll ever hear in my life.
to be honest with you, i was in so much shock, and in disbelief that i cant remember the exact wording. she herself had disbelief in her voice you see, the pressident and i were great friends in the beginning of high school, but we drifted apart, worst of all was it happened during our time as club officers. by that time (that wednesday), she and i were not friends.if anything, i think we held some bitterness against one another due to lack of communication. .
the president basically said. "hey, i dont know if you know about this, but i heard a nasty rumor about you... (name), did you touch Stacy inapropriately yesterday? i heard you attacked her, basically tried to rape her." and even though we had our differences, she KNEW what she was about to tell me does not sound like me what so ever.
at that moment, all dramatic signs of stress washed over me, heart stopped, cold sweat, stomach churned, about to crap my pants. one of my biggest fears has come true. sucks knowing how many people will blindly, without a question or doubt, take the girls side with out hearing the male's side. i myself was white knight at one point, and i knew many in the club. but i knew i did nothing wrong. after all those years of intimidation through religion, and 'male rape culture', i knew i needed to be smart and prepare for the worst.
the day before, when i was getting in the car, i took out a pocket sized notebook and started writing the events of what happened with my memory fresh. i was not gonna tell anyone, but i remembered what my friends said about Stacy and how crazy she is. being paranoid, i wanted to make sure i have a detailed copy of the events that happened. and that paranoia paid off.
i was in disbelief and asked her to tell me where the hell she heard that from.
"Stacy told me this earlier"
i looked at her in the eyes, and explained as truthfully as i could, "____, you know me, and i would never do such a thing. i was with her last night, but she made me swear not to tell anyone, you know me, believe me when i say this to you. i have no reason to lie about, cus i never did anything wrong."
and thats the thing, i was gonna be a beta white knight and keep to my word to the bitch that accused me of raping her.
the good thing is, like i said before, even thought the president and i had our issues against one another. she knows the type of person i am, and these words i WILL NEVER FORGET.
"____, if your telling me the truth, you need to talk to someone in guidance. this rape accusation is very serious. that counts as bullying and much more!" im glad to know she was sane.
part 1 of ?
taking longer than expected
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curo (12/10/2015) [-] so the following three days first counting wednesday where a bit interesting.
after she tells me this, i throw out my garbage and leave the club minutes after it started to find the friend that introduced me to stacy. the one that warned me about her. lets call him Jim. jim was a strong, religious orientated guy, and had a very nurturing attitude, not to mention as over caring and over protective, but very understanding too. he was what i would call, the right type of religious person. good in heart, with no ill will against others. he was one of the first people that found out about about what 'happened'.
im thankful that one, he knows stacy's past, and two that Jim has known me long enough to know my true self. even though Jim was a devoted christian, he was still a guy, and what do horny teenaged anime dorks love most? you guessed it! HENTAI! we'd talk normal guy stuff, share website names, etc. we were good close friends, not scared of to share our interest among friends. but before this turns any gayer than it needs to be. the point was, we were very close friends he knew me even better than the president.
that is not to say that he immediately knew i didn't do it. he also had somewhat white knight attributes due to his religiousness, but he was smart enough to want to hear my side of the story too. i told him what i told the president. 'you know the type of person i am, thats not me, stacy made me swear not to tell anyone.' adding in, that he, out of all people, should understand me not wanting to break a swear.
i forgot how it came to the conclusion, but Jim and i came to the conclusion to tell Stacy whoops almost wrote her real name to allow me to tell just one person to defend me. jim also knew of stacy's true intentions. which were quite obvious to him since he knows her better than most, though he keep quiet until i proved my innocence to him.
walking over to the picnic area where stacy and her FriendZoned guy that obviously and desperately craved her attention, love, and affection. sat at. as i got there, F.Z. stands up protectively trying to get in between us, giving me a disappointed frown.
"so im guessing she told you too huh?"
he noods
"did she tell you the full story? and the part her asking me to swear not to tell anyone what happened?" i say this looking past him at her, within earshot.
he looks at her a bit confused, but FZ was a smart guy, even though he was lovestruck, he knew Stacy was a bit unstable. and he was still my friend too. so he backed off and let me reach Stacy so i could speak to her.
the conversation somewhat went like this:
Me; why the **** would you say that about me? are you not gonna tell them what really happened?
Stacy; no
M; im being accused of rape!
S; i never said that word...
M; are you gonna defend me?
S; ... (no answer, basically no)
M; IM KEEPING MY PROMISE TO YOU! do you have any idea how serious this is?
she then says something about being scared or some **** like that. some excuse trying to not take any responsibility for her actions, and leave me accused.
M; im gonna have to tell my side of the story, do you want me to break my swear to you? i cringe at how stupid that **** sounds. but i wanted to be a man of my word =/
S; no...
M; then give me some leverage!
in the end, she finally nudged and let me explain to Jim what happened.
i first told him what i can remember, then i showed him the notebook.
he already knew of it from before, and he knows the **** i write there are serious. Jim later went to stacy and confirmed every small detail i wrote was fact. no questions.
part 2 of (im pretty sure it'll be 3, 4 max)
after she tells me this, i throw out my garbage and leave the club minutes after it started to find the friend that introduced me to stacy. the one that warned me about her. lets call him Jim. jim was a strong, religious orientated guy, and had a very nurturing attitude, not to mention as over caring and over protective, but very understanding too. he was what i would call, the right type of religious person. good in heart, with no ill will against others. he was one of the first people that found out about about what 'happened'.
im thankful that one, he knows stacy's past, and two that Jim has known me long enough to know my true self. even though Jim was a devoted christian, he was still a guy, and what do horny teenaged anime dorks love most? you guessed it! HENTAI! we'd talk normal guy stuff, share website names, etc. we were good close friends, not scared of to share our interest among friends. but before this turns any gayer than it needs to be. the point was, we were very close friends he knew me even better than the president.
that is not to say that he immediately knew i didn't do it. he also had somewhat white knight attributes due to his religiousness, but he was smart enough to want to hear my side of the story too. i told him what i told the president. 'you know the type of person i am, thats not me, stacy made me swear not to tell anyone.' adding in, that he, out of all people, should understand me not wanting to break a swear.
i forgot how it came to the conclusion, but Jim and i came to the conclusion to tell Stacy whoops almost wrote her real name to allow me to tell just one person to defend me. jim also knew of stacy's true intentions. which were quite obvious to him since he knows her better than most, though he keep quiet until i proved my innocence to him.
walking over to the picnic area where stacy and her FriendZoned guy that obviously and desperately craved her attention, love, and affection. sat at. as i got there, F.Z. stands up protectively trying to get in between us, giving me a disappointed frown.
"so im guessing she told you too huh?"
he noods
"did she tell you the full story? and the part her asking me to swear not to tell anyone what happened?" i say this looking past him at her, within earshot.
he looks at her a bit confused, but FZ was a smart guy, even though he was lovestruck, he knew Stacy was a bit unstable. and he was still my friend too. so he backed off and let me reach Stacy so i could speak to her.
the conversation somewhat went like this:
Me; why the **** would you say that about me? are you not gonna tell them what really happened?
Stacy; no
M; im being accused of rape!
S; i never said that word...
M; are you gonna defend me?
S; ... (no answer, basically no)
M; IM KEEPING MY PROMISE TO YOU! do you have any idea how serious this is?
she then says something about being scared or some **** like that. some excuse trying to not take any responsibility for her actions, and leave me accused.
M; im gonna have to tell my side of the story, do you want me to break my swear to you? i cringe at how stupid that **** sounds. but i wanted to be a man of my word =/
S; no...
M; then give me some leverage!
in the end, she finally nudged and let me explain to Jim what happened.
i first told him what i can remember, then i showed him the notebook.
he already knew of it from before, and he knows the **** i write there are serious. Jim later went to stacy and confirmed every small detail i wrote was fact. no questions.
part 2 of (im pretty sure it'll be 3, 4 max)
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curo (12/10/2015) [-] jim then tells me that stacy's ex broke up with her a few weeks prior to our first flirtations. seeing as were both latino, she tried to get her ex all jelly monster on my ass. and want to take her back. so after i left, she texted the ex trying to get his attention. but when she didnt get any replies from him, she texts FZ and tells him of the terrible tale about how evil me forced myself on her. and how she ended up crying she LATER specifies she to FZ that she cried on the inside, not outside where i would have noticed as i ravaged her breast, but i was too into to even notice. so Stacy now had FZ and his two best friends that were also into Stacy doing her bidding, spreading this rumor about me.
if it wasnt for two particular things, **** could have gotten a whole lot uglier. the damage may have already been done. god knows how fast that **** spread. in high school of less than 600 kids up to 150 per grade, 9-12 , rumors spread like wild fire. and something this juicy can not be stopped by any means. with half the day gone, lunch almost over, and not much else could be done for that day.
but the two things that kept it from getting bad were Jim being fully informed, and i have to thank my good reputation for helping me on this too. i was known around school for few things, mostly insignificant stuff. i wasnt a 'popular' kid, but i made great friends. nerd, cosplayer, geek, 'cool kid' among my dorky friends, nice guy white night >.> , sympathetic, carring, creative, blah blah blah, you get the idea.
and hearing me do such an action so out of character just didnt sit right with people. so that helped me hold things off on my end for the day until the next.
jim on the other hand made sure to clear my name among his classmates that knew or cared of the incident.
thankfully stacy and her gang backed off and didnt spread the rumor any further.
Thursday was only work, trying to locate everyone graced by the grapevine, and clear my name further. i dont recall much from that day, but i do recall the ending of Friday, when i talked to two older classmen who i looked up to. completely opposite in terms of views, actions, and appearance. lets call one Draft, and the other Pic.
part 3 of 4
almost done, already wrote down most of 4.
if it wasnt for two particular things, **** could have gotten a whole lot uglier. the damage may have already been done. god knows how fast that **** spread. in high school of less than 600 kids up to 150 per grade, 9-12 , rumors spread like wild fire. and something this juicy can not be stopped by any means. with half the day gone, lunch almost over, and not much else could be done for that day.
but the two things that kept it from getting bad were Jim being fully informed, and i have to thank my good reputation for helping me on this too. i was known around school for few things, mostly insignificant stuff. i wasnt a 'popular' kid, but i made great friends. nerd, cosplayer, geek, 'cool kid' among my dorky friends, nice guy white night >.> , sympathetic, carring, creative, blah blah blah, you get the idea.
and hearing me do such an action so out of character just didnt sit right with people. so that helped me hold things off on my end for the day until the next.
jim on the other hand made sure to clear my name among his classmates that knew or cared of the incident.
thankfully stacy and her gang backed off and didnt spread the rumor any further.
Thursday was only work, trying to locate everyone graced by the grapevine, and clear my name further. i dont recall much from that day, but i do recall the ending of Friday, when i talked to two older classmen who i looked up to. completely opposite in terms of views, actions, and appearance. lets call one Draft, and the other Pic.
part 3 of 4
almost done, already wrote down most of 4.
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curo (12/10/2015) [-] PIc was visiting my 3 hour elective course that day, it was a free day since we finished work early, so we were watching a movie. i went to Pic and explained to him the basics of the situation. falsely accused, i've cleared my name up with kids, but what if it reaches adult ears? i then did what my sneaky, loop hole searching lawyer self was most proud of.
"hey pic, so i swore to her i couldnt tell anyone... but i wrote it down here... like a diary or something?... im a leave my book open on this page over here while i go to the other side of the room and get some pizza... 'dont' look at it" and walked away.
that bastard didnt follow my directions and read the book, even though i told him not to wink [spoiler] wink wink [/spoiler].
i started heading back when i noticed him closing the book and putting it to the side.
he then told me that that chick was crazy, and that the club president was right, i should talk to someone if **** happens. i got a solid argument, but be cautious, Stacy sounded dangerous.
Draft shared that 3 hour elective with me. i did somewhat the same thing with draft.
Draft needed to get something from his car, and the teacher made me go with him to make sure he didnt blew off school. during the walk i asked him bout his girl experience. and bluntly asked if hed been accused before. at this point i say **** it to the swear and but read from the book as we walk.
his advice was along the lines of;
most girls are crazy, and this happens way more often than it needs to. as long as she didnt tell 'no' or 'stop' after giving you initial permission, you should be good. it's not rape if she regrets it afterwards. and as long as i stopped right away after being asked to, i havent done anything wrong.
he then went on to tell me about some of his experiences and how he dealt with them. but i was relieved.
part 4 of 4
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so what happened after? well, i graduated top of my class, went to mit, and became a dinosaur.
no, not really.
while it was a big scare, not much happened. i dont remember much negative aftermath towards me after the incident.
though...
something i had forgotten about; the president lost respect for me, or began to have an ill will agaisnt me or something.
i forgot until now that during an officer meeting, talking about planning for the future year of the club, the pressident mentioned us getting new younger members. and since stacy was a year under me, the president warned me not to go near or touch the new girls, in front of the rest of the officers.
like, really? do you really feel the need to tell me the obvious?
we already established the thing with stacy was just craving her ex's attention. im not that type of person. did i rub you the wrong way sometime between then and now?
though it could have been that bitterness we had against one another flaring up...
stacy on the other hand continued her downhill spiral. desperately trying to get her ex's attention, manipulating FZ into doing her bidding. last i remember she was on suicide watch list inside the hospital. she may have had depression too? idk
i still wanted to be her friend and help her through her rough time. yes she pulled a mega bitch move on me, but im the better person, i'll turn the other cheek, and try to help a friend in need. but it didnt work out in the end. she pushed everyone away.
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i dont think much of her on the normal day to day basis. but when ever i feel alpha and am scoring some major points with a girl, Stacy comes to mind and haunts my every move. i fear of meeting another crazy bitch who will accuse me once more. i dont wanna deal with that again, now specially that i'm of legal age to go to prison. i'll revert back to my geeky, awkward, over cautious self. which ends in me losing all points i scored earlier...
meh....
thats my tail, any questions or comments?
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binomancha (12/10/2015) [-] very crazy story bro
bit im glad you dont let stupid snit get in the way of your life
bit im glad you dont let stupid snit get in the way of your life
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irishjohnny (12/10/2015) [-] Damn. The more and more stories I hear like this the more I start thinking this "Dating" thing might not be a good idea. Or I'll just have to wear a GoPro everywhere I go.
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binomancha (12/10/2015) [-] eh dont be scared if anything
ever happens just tell the truth
because more likely the girl will some how screw nerself over and
be found guilty if anything
ever happens just tell the truth
because more likely the girl will some how screw nerself over and
be found guilty if anything
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curo (12/10/2015) [-] well, in my opinion, the best option is just to be cautious.
in my paranoia, i've thought about getting hidden body cams for every day life in case of any bad confrontations i might come across, such as; a crazy psycho bitch like stacy, or maybe a crocked cop.
it wouldnt have to be a camera even, sometimes just audio is enough.
but putting my paranoia aside, we got to live and learn. i learned some signs to look out for so i dont repeat **** like this again. for example, if your bros tell you the chick your after is crazy (in a bad way), then you should probably listen to them, your bros probably have the best intention for you. dont let your dick guide you.
in my paranoia, i've thought about getting hidden body cams for every day life in case of any bad confrontations i might come across, such as; a crazy psycho bitch like stacy, or maybe a crocked cop.
it wouldnt have to be a camera even, sometimes just audio is enough.
but putting my paranoia aside, we got to live and learn. i learned some signs to look out for so i dont repeat **** like this again. for example, if your bros tell you the chick your after is crazy (in a bad way), then you should probably listen to them, your bros probably have the best intention for you. dont let your dick guide you.
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whiteoverblue (12/09/2015) [-] Come to Latin America. Women there don't have a broom up their asses
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psychotayto (12/09/2015) [-] Don't waste your time trying, I haven't dated anyone in nearly a year and the only thing i regret is not doing this sooner
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robuntu (12/10/2015) [-]
I'm sorry bro....but you need help. If you are serious, like you should talk to someone and get help.
Yes, false rape can ruin your life. A *million* things can ruin your life. Are you afraid to drive a car? You can die driving (you're actually quite likely to die driving). Are you afraid to go swimming? Do you leave your house?
There are real life examples of people spending X years of their life in prison for (non-rape) crimes they didn't commit, all for being in the wrong place and the wrong time.
If you don't want to date, that's one thing. But you're honest to god afraid to date because you have a fear of being falsely accused of rape...you've got a serious mental health issue. That's like not taking baths because you could die in the tub.
Yes, false rape can ruin your life. A *million* things can ruin your life. Are you afraid to drive a car? You can die driving (you're actually quite likely to die driving). Are you afraid to go swimming? Do you leave your house?
There are real life examples of people spending X years of their life in prison for (non-rape) crimes they didn't commit, all for being in the wrong place and the wrong time.
If you don't want to date, that's one thing. But you're honest to god afraid to date because you have a fear of being falsely accused of rape...you've got a serious mental health issue. That's like not taking baths because you could die in the tub.
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amagicalwhimsy (12/10/2015) [-] I similarly haven't dated in over 10 years, but that's because I am my Mums carer as my siblings do jack and/or **** to help out..
> tfw no time, no money, no gf, no.. hope..
> tfw no time, no money, no gf, no.. hope..
