I'm really confused. Don't feel you need to answer, it's your personal stuff after all - but you say you get jerked off, but aren't you preop female to male trans, so actually have a vagina and you use a prosthetic penis? So I'm confused and curious, do people jerk off the prosthetic and you don't feel it but just go with it anyway because to you that is your dick and though you don't feel it it's still hot to you? or what?
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