Deep Feels alert
The lot of you probably won't care, but if you do, thank's for listening.
Well, since a few weeks, my girlfriend broke up with me. Her reason? I was spoiled. I had everything I needed, I had a loving family, she had nothing. I shared it with her, but she did not want it, at all. She thinks im immature, and had no idea of what I wanted to do with my life. And maybe she's right, what do I know? Appearently she knows me better than I know myself. I did my best for her, and when **** like this happens, when she just, beats me up like this, I wonder, why? Why did I do it? Did I do it for myself, or for her? I'm really clueless on what I did and what I should've done, and it's supposedly all my fault. All this builds so much pressure on me, and I do have tons of people that care, but I feel clueless, and I really don't know what to do. She also cheated on me and has a new boyfriend the day after the breakup. So I'm trash. I'm spoiled. I'm immature. **** this **** .
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