Come my feelers. . i think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it' s like to feel absolutely worthless and t feels again You keep Reading this Stupid shit OP faggot Advice
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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
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#35 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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There's actually a story behind me posting this.

When I was eleven I lost my first true friend; the one I'd hang out with, to suicide.
After that I started developing an obsession with helping people out who were under depression.
I've saved around six people from depression, 2 of them from committing suicide. I can't really say I'm the greatest guy ever, because I never felt great about doing this. But I felt in my heart, that I truly, wouldn't want people to go through the loss of a friend through suicide. Even now, I still have that heart to help people.
The morale of the story, is that I was at one point suicidal. After losing a friend to suicide, and almost myself, I help those in need, even when I know it won't help my pain. Because I don't want them to ever feel as low as I did, or never stay there.

My point is FJ, is as gay as this sounds, if you ever need someone to talk to, add me, talk to me. I will always reply. I won't ever leave you in the dark. I love you all for giving me the chance in the past to give my feels. So I will give you the same chance now.

With much love,

Zack
#139 to #35 - nonanonnon
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Hell, you've done more to help humanity than I have.
User avatar #140 to #139 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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You only got one life. Just try, or have fun. It's okay either way
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User avatar #156 to #153 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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No, we should all be doing this kind of stuff. Being there for one another.
User avatar #160 to #35 - narcissism
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I have no clue how suicide can be a thought of process, I mean I got bullied from first day in school until recently. My family is more dedicated to my brother which is like a golden goose in my father's eyes. But still, I feel depressed quite alot and the closest friend I had kinda abandoned me, I dont know if 1 should say i changed mentally or just got ****** up from this but everytime i get depressed i feel like it would be better to bash in the scull of someone i dont like and it makes me feel better to just think about it. Then again some people might have it hardedthan i do, but i just cant figure out how suicide can be a thought of process, it just doesn't hit me.

Swedish here, to lazy to correct small spelling errors, you will just have to live with "to//too" being used in the wrong way
User avatar #161 to #160 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Well for me it was believing for the longest time, that me, in my family and friends life being depressed was not only worse than as if I died, but that I was a nuisance to the people around me.

It was dead ******* wrong, and I learned that. But, that might help you understand.
User avatar #162 to #161 - narcissism
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It gave me some idea of what it must feel like, but then again i cant see how suicide could be the only way out. thank you for taking your time replying.
User avatar #164 to #162 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Well, there's also the reason that you may feel an actual threat to the people around you.

I knew a guy who's daughters and sons happened to resemble people he killed in Iraq. He started having nightmares and hallucinations which included killing them, so to make sure he never would hurt them, he killed himself.
#62 to #35 - stgfilitov
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Why is there no medal for this?
Why is there no medal for this?
User avatar #64 to #62 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Because the world should be doing this. There shouldn't be recognition for a single step in the staircase.
We should all work together. The reward will be the outcome.
#63 to #35 - stgfilitov
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Why do they not give medals to people like you?
Why do they not give medals to people like you?
User avatar #116 to #35 - greenstrongworld
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Happy New Year, faggot. Call me gay too, but I think you're a beautiful person. Continue to do your best **** and save more and more people from the darkness within. I, too saved a person from suicide, but it was kinda accidental. We were on Omegle and just talking and she thought I was funny. I played Pokemon Y with her for a bit and she cheered up. She then told me that because of people like me, she didn't want to suicide anymore. If you want more details, just message me, since I'm too lazy to tell the whole story.
User avatar #122 to #116 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Haha, you too faggo
#44 to #35 - nekkay
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can you save me ?
#51 to #44 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Won't hurt to help. If you mean it, feel free to message me.
#138 to #44 - bitchpleaseshutup
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#143 to #35 - bujo
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You are my batman. I love you all the homo
User avatar #145 to #143 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Love you too my braddah
#146 to #35 - hueman
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Mah nigs, you and I, we're not so different. I would like to say our stories are almost exactly the same.   
A good friend of mine of 11 years committed suicide in August. He and I would have celebrated our 16th birthdays a week after his death.   
About two weeks later, my ex girlfriend who I still had feelings for died in a car crash.   
I know your feels, man. I know it oh so very well. I like to make people laugh because through their own tears, they can't see mine.   
We should have a couple of hues together sometime, eh?   
Sincerely,    
Hueman
Mah nigs, you and I, we're not so different. I would like to say our stories are almost exactly the same.
A good friend of mine of 11 years committed suicide in August. He and I would have celebrated our 16th birthdays a week after his death.
About two weeks later, my ex girlfriend who I still had feelings for died in a car crash.
I know your feels, man. I know it oh so very well. I like to make people laugh because through their own tears, they can't see mine.
We should have a couple of hues together sometime, eh?
Sincerely,
Hueman
User avatar #154 to #146 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Sure c: that'd be awesome. Message me!
User avatar #155 to #35 - jacues
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you are one of the greatest humans on the internet. have a thumb.
User avatar #59 to #35 - itsdasp
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Dude. All I can say is; You're awesome.

Not trying to be flashy and cool or anything, and I should probably say more, but that's it.

I hope you have a Happy New Year, and that this next year and on hold great things for you.
User avatar #60 to #59 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Same for you
User avatar #99 to #35 - baconmne
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I'm not putting you down or anything, but it sucks that only people pushed to the edge are willing to help others. If a lot of people weren't greedy *****, so many lives would be saved and the world might be a happier place.
User avatar #101 to #99 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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The reason that it happens is because people can't really see the bad until they've actually faced it. You don't really think about what you can't relate to.

very rarely is it just terrible people. Either way, you're absolutely correct. I wish we were in a world where I was a normal thing. Where billions were absolutely like me. That would be a better world, indeed. I don't want to be praised for what everyone should be doing. We should all push each other up.
User avatar #37 to #35 - aranea
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We two are quite alike. I hope your back wont break at the weight of the problems of others, mine nearly did.
I wish you all good in the world, tons of pure willpower and strength for your heart. Keep being a savior.
#49 to #37 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Our backs won't break because people rely on us now, am i right?
User avatar #55 to #49 - aranea
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That's very true. I handled some problems that were too big for me and I nearly caved in and now I'm pretty much in the same condition, mainly because my own troubles have been pressing on too much lately. I don't have any shoulders to cry on so I've been carrying quite a lot on my back. I hope I don't break.
User avatar #82 to #55 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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People like us have become the necessity. Just as long as a few remember we're not machines, we'll be okay.
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#115 to #35 - anon id: d679dca4
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I got ******* angry when a friend of mine had attempted suicide.
Gave him every damn reason as to why he should continue living.
It has been 6 years and he is in a stable relationship now.
User avatar #121 to #115 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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I totally feel you.
Isn't it, in a sense so nice that people can fix their problems sometimes? just with a little help?
#89 to #35 - tomowrath
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*inb4 rage.


It's called not being an asshole.
you're not that high and mightly
User avatar #91 to #89 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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It should be noted that I said I don't see my self as the greatest guy. I'm not. I don't even feel great about doing this for people. It doesn't help me.

Again, you're right. Everyone should be doing this. But for some reason people don't.
It sucks. I don't want to be seen as higher for this. People say that stuff and I feel awkward, because I'm not. I'm just an average person, sending an average message.
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User avatar #80 to #35 - fingernails
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I know how you feel bro, my mom killed her self two years ago and I saw her do it. It ****** me up pretty good, but I still give all I can to people. Even people who are acting like assholes, I don't really judge them because who knows what their story is.
User avatar #166 to #80 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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And even though we feel we can't judge them, it does get very hard to because we look at our strength and expect it in others somtimes.
#4 - aibu
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However, after years of continued error at making people happy, and causing them to instead shun you away, you give up and become squidward.
#14 - deathrinder
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If you posted thia as an anon it would have been funnier
#111 to #103 - anon id: 96d38df5
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Me do good?
#15 to #14 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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#2 - angrybarts
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First character that came to mind    
 ill take my red thumbs now
First character that came to mind
ill take my red thumbs now
#24 to #2 - coustify
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That finger is hitting a little bit low.
User avatar #53 to #2 - belshir
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im not going to thumb you down… but i am going to hide and thumb you up
User avatar #27 to #2 - zzforrest
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Ponies?
Green thumbs?
Is such a thing even possible?
User avatar #28 to #27 - angrybarts
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Yes in fact
#40 to #28 - rdobet
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It happens
tinyurl.com/lfvnlt8
#41 to #40 - rdobet
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Ehh ****, wrong person, was meant for you zzforrest
User avatar #43 to #41 - zzforrest
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Dude that's ******* cool
#47 to #43 - rdobet
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There's also this one if you feel like making people angry.
tinyurl.com/olsa6ut

Sadly they're too large to upload to fj.
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User avatar #119 - rubyasshole
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I will make it short

I had a girlfriend 3 to 4 years ago and she broke up with me saying that she didn't love me anymore. This made me feel so sad that I focused the next years trying to make other girls happy. Some wanted it, but most didn't. Now I am with another girl and she is very very happy with me... And my ex came back to talk with me, we got friends again and she wanted to start again

I just said "no". Focusing in make other girls happy made me found the girl who makes me happy too. I am about to marry her now.

sorry about my english
User avatar #124 to #119 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Good for you dude! hopefully she'll find someone else. Wouldn't want her to face pain for the past.



I really hope for you to work it out. Tell me how it all works out.
User avatar #126 to #124 - rubyasshole
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Well, she doesn't cared about me in this 3-4 years. So I can't magically go back to her. I found someone to make me happy at the same moment she is being happy too. So.. I guess I made the right choice.

I am really sorry for it, but I don't really understood your comment.
User avatar #127 to #126 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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XD I meant I'm happy for you getting married soon,

and I hope that the other chick isn't depressed all her life.

sorry about that
User avatar #132 to #127 - rubyasshole
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she isn't. I explained everything for her and she is the most kindest person I ever met. She still being my friend and wishes me the best.
User avatar #134 to #132 - gmanofwonder [OP]
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Good for you dude (:
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#110 - azraelthemage
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**** that. I want everyone else to be as miserable as me.
**** that. I want everyone else to be as miserable as me.
#13 - anenemy
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Thanks, Tumblr.
Thanks, Tumblr.