Accidental depression
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anon (05/14/2015) [-]
Sometimes i dream about having fun with some girl, eventualy making out with her and making her my girlfriend and all that. At that point i'm truly happy. Only to wake up to realize i don't have a girlfriend and i will never find that girl. Sometimes i feel the love i felt to her after couple hours even though she was only in my dream and made up. I'd rather have nightmares than those dreams, because when you're having the dream you're happy, but when you wake up it hits you really hard and feels so ******
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gloriousthighs (05/15/2015) [-]
I kept having dreams about still being with my ex after the breakup, **** sucks.
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Magermass (05/14/2015) [-] 
I once had a dream about dreaming that I had broke up with my girlfriend over something stupid, woke up rolled over and told my her about it, we laughed and had a great day doing **** together. Went to bed at the end of it snuggled up with each other. Awaken, rolled over and reached for my girlfriend. Didn't exist. Contemplated suicide to get perfect woman back.
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bigguyuuuu (05/15/2015) [-] There's a reason why depression is the worst hell on earth... Hope. Every man who has acquired this curse has looked up to the light and imagined climbing to freedom. So easy... So simple. Many have died trying to escape. I have learned that there can be no true despair without hope .So, as I terrorize Funnyjunk, I will feed its people hope to poison their souls. When you have lost all your friends, when your hobbies no longer make you happy, and you spend your nights laying in bed thinking of a reason to live and suicide becomes more appealing. Only then do you have my permission to cry.
Why do we fall brothers?
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Why do we fall brothers?
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hamsterball (05/15/2015) [-] And that's why I have no more hope in the world, if I did, I would be depressed.
MFW
MFW
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bigguyuuuu (05/16/2015) [-] Yeah at this point for me hope is no different than wishful thinking. DOING stuff to improve your situation however is a different story.
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emiyashirou ONLINE (05/14/2015) [-] Actually, there's a difference between being depressed and being in depression. Depressed and down are pretty much the same.
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johnylingo ONLINE (05/14/2015) [-] dreams are weird man
last night I had a dream i was in a zombie "alpaca-lips", i got bit and my DAD was there to put me down, **** was bad but i knew it had to happen, he put the barel of the .45 behind my ear then bang, i didnt die right away but i could feel the pain of the hole (from behind one ear to behind the other). I watched my group walk away. Lying face down, I grabbed my now cracked phone to make a FB post to say goodbye to all my my fren/fam. but i was too clumsy to spell things right. as i spit up blood (i get i was shot in the head, so how did blood get in my lungs) I saw that i was unable to propperly say goodbye and my time was running low....
I accepted death last night, that's bad, but the scariest part was when my alarmwent off this morning, I hit snooze.
I'm no emo-fag who wishes his life over. as a atheist i see that i have only this life so ending it prematurely would ONLY starve me of every happy moment i will ever have
I dont know if I was hanging on for the last bit of time when i knew it was running low, or if I didnt fear it enough to actually snap out of it. but it's got me ****** thinkin
Inb4: what if this is your life passing before your eyes
I wish I had a good enough imagination to be making this up, I wish i was a good enough writer to explain my inner turmoil.
it's just weird how the brain can out think its own good
last night I had a dream i was in a zombie "alpaca-lips", i got bit and my DAD was there to put me down, **** was bad but i knew it had to happen, he put the barel of the .45 behind my ear then bang, i didnt die right away but i could feel the pain of the hole (from behind one ear to behind the other). I watched my group walk away. Lying face down, I grabbed my now cracked phone to make a FB post to say goodbye to all my my fren/fam. but i was too clumsy to spell things right. as i spit up blood (i get i was shot in the head, so how did blood get in my lungs) I saw that i was unable to propperly say goodbye and my time was running low....
I accepted death last night, that's bad, but the scariest part was when my alarmwent off this morning, I hit snooze.
I'm no emo-fag who wishes his life over. as a atheist i see that i have only this life so ending it prematurely would ONLY starve me of every happy moment i will ever have
I dont know if I was hanging on for the last bit of time when i knew it was running low, or if I didnt fear it enough to actually snap out of it. but it's got me ****** thinkin
Inb4: what if this is your life passing before your eyes
I wish I had a good enough imagination to be making this up, I wish i was a good enough writer to explain my inner turmoil.
it's just weird how the brain can out think its own good
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painus (05/15/2015) [-] I had a dream last night that I was at my old house, and I just got back together with my ex, we talked, made up, and agreed we were going to be happier this time around. I opened the front door to my house, then woke up, I was still in my new house, still single, and I haven't talked to my ex in 14 days.
I kind of wish I was dead.
I kind of wish I was dead.
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anon (05/15/2015) [-]
if you try to define true happiness by something you could possibly see or feel or taste in the future, then you are a ******* idiot like 90% of the world's population
happiness is within all of us. idyllic bliss can be found if you think about your mind and the universe for long enough.
if you think about the universe and come to the conclusion that we are meaningless beings which are microscopic compared to the vastness of the universe, and this brings you depression: you are to blame.
DEPRESSION IS CREATED WITHIN ONE'S OWN MIND. IF YOU SIMPLY THINK YOUR BRAIN ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO OVERCOME IT, NATURAL SELECTION WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU
happiness is within all of us. idyllic bliss can be found if you think about your mind and the universe for long enough.
if you think about the universe and come to the conclusion that we are meaningless beings which are microscopic compared to the vastness of the universe, and this brings you depression: you are to blame.
DEPRESSION IS CREATED WITHIN ONE'S OWN MIND. IF YOU SIMPLY THINK YOUR BRAIN ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO OVERCOME IT, NATURAL SELECTION WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU
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anon (05/15/2015) [-]
Honestly, that's not true. Clinical depression will get you no matter how you think or feel. It's all chemicals, and you can't beat every one of them. The brain can be altered outside of it's control.
For example, some medications will give you mood swings. Anyone who takes them will get them. Anyone in the world could be crippled by bad medication. Clinical depression is like being on bad medication.
For example, some medications will give you mood swings. Anyone who takes them will get them. Anyone in the world could be crippled by bad medication. Clinical depression is like being on bad medication.
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darksideofthebeast (05/15/2015) [-] Had a dream about the perfect girl one time. Was so happy, we had just got married and were running around like little kids so full of love.
Then boom, reality.
That **** hurt me for a week.. Very vivid and was a longer dream too.
Then boom, reality.
That **** hurt me for a week.. Very vivid and was a longer dream too.
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soldieroffortunemp (05/15/2015) [-] I used to make models, collect things, play video games and many other things. Since 2 years ago when I got home from Afghanistan I have no fun, I have lost all interest in things and I have been in rough shape. I was on the edge of eviction and before I fixed the situation I put one of my guns in my mouth and was about to pull the trigger when my wife called to tell me she loved me. I have not been right since I came home. After 2 years of dealing with this my wife has finally convinced me to seek help.
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neptunetouranus (05/15/2015) [-]
I've been having a lot of problems with depression and tbh dreams are what make it so bad for me. I go to bed and dream and everything is perfect and goes exactly how I want and I wake up and go back to the reality of everything falling apart around me
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dbBlues (05/15/2015) [-] Oh man we all know that feel.
I had one back in highschool where the power was out at school at night and I was holding my girlfriend around a campfire in the hallway to keep warm? and it just had such a romantic vibe and she had the cutest smile. "I love you anon."
******* wake up in the middle of the night happier than i've ever been only to realize the fire didn't actually go out, im just in my bed and it was all fake and i have no girlfriend, and went back to bed continuing the dream, but she wasn't there anymore.
Worst part is, the girl wasn't made up. She was in my grade. I spent the following day reminiscing about that dream girl and then I saw her. Just passing in the hallway. That warm sense of loving and being loved, replaced by the regular nothing. Felt like someone took a **** in my heart. Every time I saw her at school i'd remember that dream girl, and each time I'd re-realize she doesn't exist.
Stupid ******* dreams. If all you're gonna do is make me think my family is dead, not let me fly, or make me think I'm being chased by demons then I'd rather not dream at all.
TL; DR 1.dream i'm loved by girl, 2.wake up, 3.see said girl irl at school, 4.accept dream ver. doesn't exist, 5.repeat steps 3&4 for the rest of highschool.
I had one back in highschool where the power was out at school at night and I was holding my girlfriend around a campfire in the hallway to keep warm? and it just had such a romantic vibe and she had the cutest smile. "I love you anon."
******* wake up in the middle of the night happier than i've ever been only to realize the fire didn't actually go out, im just in my bed and it was all fake and i have no girlfriend, and went back to bed continuing the dream, but she wasn't there anymore.
Worst part is, the girl wasn't made up. She was in my grade. I spent the following day reminiscing about that dream girl and then I saw her. Just passing in the hallway. That warm sense of loving and being loved, replaced by the regular nothing. Felt like someone took a **** in my heart. Every time I saw her at school i'd remember that dream girl, and each time I'd re-realize she doesn't exist.
Stupid ******* dreams. If all you're gonna do is make me think my family is dead, not let me fly, or make me think I'm being chased by demons then I'd rather not dream at all.
TL; DR 1.dream i'm loved by girl, 2.wake up, 3.see said girl irl at school, 4.accept dream ver. doesn't exist, 5.repeat steps 3&4 for the rest of highschool.
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brickfest (05/14/2015) [-] trying those new nightmare googles and the world looks exactly the same
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fireheartt (05/15/2015) [-] >mfw i try nightmare googles
>mfw everything looks better then it was before i put them on
>mfw everything looks better then it was before i put them on
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fireheartt (05/17/2015) [-] or they i live in such a hell that im am past the point they can show me
